My life is dieing bit by bit. . .

[:Bleh]

Okay, this doesn't seem too bad but it's destroying me. Well, i had this boyfriend (my first bf) and I dumped him coz i didn't fancie him no more. But according to my friends i have changed loads since i dumped him and im starting to fancie almost every boy i see :l But only a little. And My ex, which i kinda fancie fancies on of my best friends and tells me all of it. And asking my for advice. It feels like he's stealing my friends, i told him this and he got all depressed and stuff saying he'll never hang round with year 8's again (he's year 7) and i was like, im not gonna stop you from hanging with them. Then all my friends and my ex are in a band together and leaving me out. And at school they always go in for band practise and i hang around with my other group but they're in he other half of the year, and my other other group which im not great friends with anymore aren't anything like me even but there in my half of the year, but i don't wanna change for them. And all the problems are building up and im starting to shake all the time now and i dunno what to do. And i don't show my feelings, i always have a smile at school so people think im my old hyer self. But im not. I only show my best friends my feelings and it's all getting too much. can anyone help?

[mat64]

Very sorry for the late reply, Now I can see that some of your problems are to do with no feeling wanted and feeling abit lost (I think ;)), I can remember having a problem like this in the new year when my school introducted a new system (for the ways forms were organsised ect) And i soon found that most of my old friends were in other places. But some of my older friends from primary school were still around so i got back with them and now my friendship is growing back with them. So my sugestion is to you that maybe try and build a friendship up with those "other other friends".Hope that helps,Matt