Disposable Love
15-03-2006, 08:13 PM
There's this boy in my school, his name is Brian G. and I really like him.
I first started out liking my best friend Ryan C. He didn't like me back, he liked my best friend Cody. I wasn't jealous or anything, I just accepted it. So my Cody and Raquel decided they'd help me find someone else that I like. So they went through a bunch of guys.... none of them seemed right for me. So finally, I though of Brian. We are friends and we have stuff in common; we both play guitar, we are funny.
Raquel and I coached one of our schools intermediate basketball teams and Brian scorekeeped. So coincidentally, they day of one of our games, he was scorekeeping, our game. So Raquel sat in between Brian and me. I told Raquel that this would be the PERFECT time to start giving him hints as to who likes him. I noticed after a while that he started to catch onto what Raquel was saying, so I made up some fake excuse and left. It was making me nervous. At last recess I told Raquel just to go tell him. That's when it started.
I was so nervous that I got Raquel and Cody to talk to Brian for me. They asked him questions like "Would you ever give Kris a chance?" and "How do you feel about her liking you?" and they couldn't get anything out of him. So I went on MSN one night and my friend Alyssiana was on and she was talking to Brian (but I never asked her to). Brian got really angry because people were talking for me and he said, "I'm not talking about this anymore until Kris comes up and says how she feels about me face to face." My heart skipped a beat, I couldn't believe it. I want Brian and I to have a relationship together, so I guess I had to talk with him.
The next day I got Raquel to get Brian to go down the the Primary doors where we have hall monitor. She was supposed to bring him down after I got there, but instead, she talked to him first and they got down there before I did. So Cody came down with me and I was in the bathroom. I was so nervous that I almost started hyperventalating. Anyways, I couldn't go in there alone so Maryanne shoved me in there and Brian stood up. I basically froze up and I was just standing there. He finally started talking and said, "Kris, if you want to start something between us, then you are going to have to be able to talk to me" and he was right.
After that, nothing really happened.
I really want to be with Brian but I don't know if he likes me the way I like him.... and I don't have the guts to make the first move. I am afraid he will say no. This must make me sound SO stupid, but I have never done anything like this before.... so I need advice. What am I supposed to do?
I first started out liking my best friend Ryan C. He didn't like me back, he liked my best friend Cody. I wasn't jealous or anything, I just accepted it. So my Cody and Raquel decided they'd help me find someone else that I like. So they went through a bunch of guys.... none of them seemed right for me. So finally, I though of Brian. We are friends and we have stuff in common; we both play guitar, we are funny.
Raquel and I coached one of our schools intermediate basketball teams and Brian scorekeeped. So coincidentally, they day of one of our games, he was scorekeeping, our game. So Raquel sat in between Brian and me. I told Raquel that this would be the PERFECT time to start giving him hints as to who likes him. I noticed after a while that he started to catch onto what Raquel was saying, so I made up some fake excuse and left. It was making me nervous. At last recess I told Raquel just to go tell him. That's when it started.
I was so nervous that I got Raquel and Cody to talk to Brian for me. They asked him questions like "Would you ever give Kris a chance?" and "How do you feel about her liking you?" and they couldn't get anything out of him. So I went on MSN one night and my friend Alyssiana was on and she was talking to Brian (but I never asked her to). Brian got really angry because people were talking for me and he said, "I'm not talking about this anymore until Kris comes up and says how she feels about me face to face." My heart skipped a beat, I couldn't believe it. I want Brian and I to have a relationship together, so I guess I had to talk with him.
The next day I got Raquel to get Brian to go down the the Primary doors where we have hall monitor. She was supposed to bring him down after I got there, but instead, she talked to him first and they got down there before I did. So Cody came down with me and I was in the bathroom. I was so nervous that I almost started hyperventalating. Anyways, I couldn't go in there alone so Maryanne shoved me in there and Brian stood up. I basically froze up and I was just standing there. He finally started talking and said, "Kris, if you want to start something between us, then you are going to have to be able to talk to me" and he was right.
After that, nothing really happened.
I really want to be with Brian but I don't know if he likes me the way I like him.... and I don't have the guts to make the first move. I am afraid he will say no. This must make me sound SO stupid, but I have never done anything like this before.... so I need advice. What am I supposed to do?