Umm, the girl

[DiscoPat]

Ok lol, here it goes..

I like this girl, she's from Estonia, - a country next to Russia.
We met at school, I knew she existed but never realy loved her, only the good old "she's hot etc" feeling.

Anyway...

I'm a Prefect, at high school; so I have special right's to do things, such as tell people off etc.. So yeah, I was there telling some guy to not eat inside when suddenly she came and said I need to tell you somthing, I was like ok, come aside.. So then she said you know that girl? I was like what girl... She said (name here) so I said yeah I know her.. (by the way both of the girls are in year 10 - one year below me) yeah and she said how her friend likes me and all in which I said I dont etc..

After that day, everyday for like 3 days or so she always asked me to talk to that girl (her friend) but I said no etc and she said why not, and I told her because I like you and stuff then she said after a little pause "I cant tell her that though shes my best friend" etc so I said just tell her I like somone else then inwhich she said ok and stuff.

It was all mixed up by now, everything..

So the next day she said can I go through (it was lunch time so I was on duty) so I said yeah sure.. (this is the girl I like by the way) and she pull'd me aside saying this is my e-mail address and phone number etc, so we started talking for about a week and I learnt alot of things about her, then she said can I give your e-mail to my friend the on ethat likes you, I said yeah ok, and when I added her we was just generally talking and stuff then she said lets go clothes shopping..

I paused and was thinking what the hell is she on about clothes shopping then I said I dont need clothes she said yeah you do..
Then I found out that the girl I like has told her that I like her. (make sense? lol) basicly the girl I like's friend knows I dont like her and I like her friend. So yeah, then she said she will help me get her.. In which I said nah thanks blah blah..

Anyway by talking to the girl I like, I found out she likes somone else in my year, I dont realy talk to the guy but we are quiet alright you know.. I didnt like that but luckyly that boy is going out with somone else..

When I told the girl I like everything..
About me realy realy likeing her (love),
She said "you know I like somone else so why you saying it for"
Then I didnt reply and just turned my back and ignored her..

We didnt talk for like 2 days, I was kinda hiding.. anyway lol,

( by the way I realise its getting to long, sorry lol I never thought it will be this long )

Yeah and she takes music lessons with one of the maths teachers, along with her best friend.. I went in and watched them sing and play the guiter and stuff for like 2 weeks every lunch time.

Then one day they she said lets go somewhere after school,
but I have graphics lesson after school everyday for like 2 hours, only I go.., but I went to my teacher and said that I cant come today, she said why not baris? I said somthing just came up.. (we are realy close with my teacher shes safe)

So I was hanging outside the office we was getting ready to go when suddenly she came and said, Oh baris, is this why you aint coming graphics, - because of her?

She made me bright red n all then all the teachers were laughing, then we went of to somewhere (insert town centre here lol) and went McDonalds n stuff..

Oh by the way this was her last day, she was going estonia at weekend...

Anyway, I droped her home and when we got off the bus, she's ment to go right and Im ment to cross the road and get on bus back to town centre then home, but she stood there I stood there for like 5 mins we didnt say nothing, she cant speak fluent English but she got a realy nice voice, she said Baris I got to go now, Thank you etc, then hugs and stuff then off I went home..

She told me that day that she might not come back from Estonia... she still hasnt told me why she might not come back,
she said if she wants she can but she might not...

So yeah I was like Uhh!! Conkers..

And she told me that she wrote me a letter,
but I will only recieve it if we dont see each other again.
So i think she gave it to a friend etc, so anyway..
I have her email, phone number, estonian house number and everything but still if I dont get to see her again, that will be verry hard for me..

Now the hard bit, I have to think of a question lol,
I'll leave it to you, because I dont know what to do,
Ive wrote half the story because Its realy late and I got school tommorow opening lol ...

I can do with any advice, Im totally in love with this girl.





OMG, I cant believe I wrote all that lol sorry lol

Also Im gonna post this on a few other forums as well as Im desperate for advice..

[:wolf:queen:]

So if you've got all her numbers and stuff then you can keep in contact and if you get that letter and it says something you need to talk to her about then you can always find her one day right? you have contacts with her and stuff and maybe there's a reason she doesnt want to see you if you read the letter.. i don't know cos i havent seen the situation but.. good luck anyway

[Charley]

Half an hour later. Woaah, thats some essay you got going on there.

Like the person above said, least you still have contact with her. It could be worse? Just talk to her when you next speak to her, tell her exactly whats going on in your head, ask her it isnt fair she's wrote you a letter and you can't read it because its playing on your mind? Just be open with her, ask her to be open with you.

Goodluck.

[DiscoPat]

Thank you, I know its a pain reading all that. +rep.

[Charley]

No need to thank me. Just like to give advice. =]
Its what the forum is for.

[Dentafrice1]

Wow long thing

Hmmm maybe you should sit down in a serious tone asking her why she might not come back.

But be glad you still have contact =]

[BILLY]

Was that part of your GSCE's?

[DiscoPat]

Was that part of your GSCE's?
What do you mean?
It aint writen for education lol, just some random advice thing.
:)