No where to turn.. Suicidal?

[TrueColours]

k i got my dad, then i got my step-mum and her son and daughter and other son, well I had a bad child hood, my real mum use to beat me up when I was 5 to 7 and then my dad got me away from there, Now my step-mum calls me a *Text Removed* and stuff, And she's split the family up so it's just me on my own and her my dad and them, like my dad would get mc donald's or sank init and I would get nothink but he gives me £2 to get some chips down chip shop.. I really feel depressed and feeling sucidal.. What should I do.. My life's recked right now.. I got no one to turn to, my nan and grandad died in car crash and my other family dont wanna know me because I beat up my cousin for dating my gf, and I aint got much mates now because I told them I dont like them as they act all wanna be's I don't know what to do.. This is the first time I've opened my heart, I'm a pretty confident guy, who want's to do good in life, my gf is just a *Text Removed* thinking I dont know she cheat's, What should I do, I may think of ending my life :(

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[TheLastShadow]

Look dude u already got 98 rep points man. Your doing so good in life why quit now?


LOL Anyway, Yeah man I kno its tough. How old are you? Might get a job to start earning your own money but dont tell anyone..Try a hotline as were not experts.

[TrueColours]

Look dude u already got 98 rep points man. Your doing so good in life why quit now?


LOL Anyway, Yeah man I kno its tough. How old are you? Might get a job to start earning your own money but dont tell anyone..Try a hotline as were not experts.

Well I'm 14 nearly 15 :(

[TheLastShadow]

Well I'm 14 nearly 15 :( Ugh..Like i said try a hotline. And if your parents arent taking care of you (which is illeagal) You could try maybe getting a job somewhere. Keep the paycheck away from your parents so they might try to take it. Im 14 nearly 15 and i have 2000$ saved in my saving from my job. I clean. get 10$ an hour. And only work like an 1hr a day. And some people make fun of me cause i clean toilets or clean hallways. But you know waht. I dont care cause i know in the future i will have some money to get me started in life.

[TrueColours]

Ugh..Like i said try a hotline. And if your parents arent taking care of you (which is illeagal) You could try maybe getting a job somewhere. Keep the paycheck away from your parents so they might try to take it. Im 14 nearly 15 and i have 2000$ saved in my saving from my job. I clean. get 10$ an hour. And only work like an 1hr a day. And some people make fun of me cause i clean toilets or clean hallways. But you know waht. I dont care cause i know in the future i will have some money to get me started in life.

I got a job :( It's good thoe I get to clean car's and help out the owner when he's fixing car's and I am going out with he's daughter so he kinda hates me

[TheLastShadow]

Try another job. Listen dude. You only got 1 life and 1 life only. If you end it now, You dont know what you could miss out in the future. Getting married, Having children, Passing down your legacy, Vacations, Hey if you get lucky you might have pre-marital s3x! xD. Anyway. if you know your gf is cheating on you, why do u still have her. Listen, this is what i say. About your suicidal thoughts, call a hot line. They know what to say/do. As for your life, honestly, Look in the paper or around the neighborhood where any buisness is hiring. Dump your gf so your boss wont hate you (He will probably fire you but if he does you already know that your gonna have another job. Let it flow out dude.