Fez
19-07-2007, 04:44 PM
A young boy has been bullying me all week, he's supposed to be my friend but in the last few days he's been really hostile towards me. He's called me 'gay' said I had a ***** rash and then began punching me hard but saying 'that was my weakest punch' he's also said 'i cud wel bata u' on Windows Live Messanger. Obviously blocking him, I was thinking of doing something violent. (This was on Monday)
My mentor talked to me about it telling me to ignore the small things and tell a teacher/ use reverse pyscology for a big thing. (On Tuesday)
Wednesday was when he was really really picking up speed, calling me gay and just plain insulting my sexuality, I simply used reverse psycology. But it didn't stop.... I just kept trying but it didn't stop.
The final straw came today... during break , I went with my best friend outside, we began talking about our grades in English we just recieved (I was very unhappy with my 4B, I have had a bad day) I was very unhappy. Next thing I know the boy runs up behind us and pushes my best friend out of the way, he began his downfall by calling me 'a ******** gay ****' I ignored it this point, walking up to a small landing.
He then began insulting my other friend - Luke calling him 'nooby' and 'gay'... the penultimate thing he did to me was what sparked his end... 'You have a *Text Removed* I just said 'How do you know' He replied 'Cos your a women'. I walked faster down the landing, as my best friend stood at the end of it...
The lowlife swished in front of me and really... really... hurt himself... he then said 'HAHAHA YOU GOT A 4B BRAIN, I HAVE A 5A BRAIN YOUR A STUPID GAY *Text Removed*,he did this for a few moments, then I could not contain my anger any more. The haunted nights, the days of tears, the contemplations of death... I burned it off right there.
I clunched my left hand and blasted it into his right eye, his head flew back as he clutched the wound, his head smashed on to the brick wall, some blood was already on it. He turned towards me as some other lowlifes gathered... I yelled at him 'SHUT UP!' he then looked around, thinking of something strong to say... he said to me 'That was a well weak punch you gay ba...' he never finished that sentence, I blasted my hand once more, flew it right into his eye again. He flew backwards onto a step and smashed his head on it.
Blood started to bleed from his eye as it swelled up from the wound, he rushed upwards towards me and headlocked me, he punched me twice in the back of my head, and weakly (seriously...). I told him 'YOU *Text Removed* UGLY THING, I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND, I KNOW YOUR BETTER THAN THIS, JUST *Text Removed* CALM DOWN!' he didn't stop, I then got free and twisted his fingers backwards.
I twisted his entire arm left around as I heard a click and his yell of pain, He tried to punch me with his other arm, I simply pushed him over the short metal fence, a short fall but catastrophic blow to his face again. He ran away in tears as I did the honest thing, I went straight to the Year 7 office and admitted everything. I was put in ER for 20 minutes then talked to for 3 hours.
I'm not a very angry person, I try my best and am a high achiver, trouble is this boy as been bothering me for so long. He knows that the subject English matters a lot to me, I feel satisifed for punching him, but my bleeding knuckles are telling me 'Is this right or wrong?'
I don't know what it is, I've been bullied before all through Primary School, knifed in my hand at the start of the year, bullied more, then tried to commit suicide due to my friend's low respect towards me.
But right now, I'm wondering .... was this the right thing to do? or wrong thing to do?
By the way, I'm in very little trouble right now, I just can't decide if it was right or wrong.
Edited By Rizter (Forum Moderator): Please do not avoid the filter.
My mentor talked to me about it telling me to ignore the small things and tell a teacher/ use reverse pyscology for a big thing. (On Tuesday)
Wednesday was when he was really really picking up speed, calling me gay and just plain insulting my sexuality, I simply used reverse psycology. But it didn't stop.... I just kept trying but it didn't stop.
The final straw came today... during break , I went with my best friend outside, we began talking about our grades in English we just recieved (I was very unhappy with my 4B, I have had a bad day) I was very unhappy. Next thing I know the boy runs up behind us and pushes my best friend out of the way, he began his downfall by calling me 'a ******** gay ****' I ignored it this point, walking up to a small landing.
He then began insulting my other friend - Luke calling him 'nooby' and 'gay'... the penultimate thing he did to me was what sparked his end... 'You have a *Text Removed* I just said 'How do you know' He replied 'Cos your a women'. I walked faster down the landing, as my best friend stood at the end of it...
The lowlife swished in front of me and really... really... hurt himself... he then said 'HAHAHA YOU GOT A 4B BRAIN, I HAVE A 5A BRAIN YOUR A STUPID GAY *Text Removed*,he did this for a few moments, then I could not contain my anger any more. The haunted nights, the days of tears, the contemplations of death... I burned it off right there.
I clunched my left hand and blasted it into his right eye, his head flew back as he clutched the wound, his head smashed on to the brick wall, some blood was already on it. He turned towards me as some other lowlifes gathered... I yelled at him 'SHUT UP!' he then looked around, thinking of something strong to say... he said to me 'That was a well weak punch you gay ba...' he never finished that sentence, I blasted my hand once more, flew it right into his eye again. He flew backwards onto a step and smashed his head on it.
Blood started to bleed from his eye as it swelled up from the wound, he rushed upwards towards me and headlocked me, he punched me twice in the back of my head, and weakly (seriously...). I told him 'YOU *Text Removed* UGLY THING, I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND, I KNOW YOUR BETTER THAN THIS, JUST *Text Removed* CALM DOWN!' he didn't stop, I then got free and twisted his fingers backwards.
I twisted his entire arm left around as I heard a click and his yell of pain, He tried to punch me with his other arm, I simply pushed him over the short metal fence, a short fall but catastrophic blow to his face again. He ran away in tears as I did the honest thing, I went straight to the Year 7 office and admitted everything. I was put in ER for 20 minutes then talked to for 3 hours.
I'm not a very angry person, I try my best and am a high achiver, trouble is this boy as been bothering me for so long. He knows that the subject English matters a lot to me, I feel satisifed for punching him, but my bleeding knuckles are telling me 'Is this right or wrong?'
I don't know what it is, I've been bullied before all through Primary School, knifed in my hand at the start of the year, bullied more, then tried to commit suicide due to my friend's low respect towards me.
But right now, I'm wondering .... was this the right thing to do? or wrong thing to do?
By the way, I'm in very little trouble right now, I just can't decide if it was right or wrong.
Edited By Rizter (Forum Moderator): Please do not avoid the filter.