k wut am i ?

[Spy,]

iunno if im bi or gay. i like gay and a certin stright adult films. the certing stright one is **** and i mostly focuse on the mans penis. i dont find my self looking at guys in real but i dont know if its beacuse ive tryed to hide behind a shell all my life pretending i didnt have these feelings and saying i had others. and i find my self looking at girls but iunno if this is becuase ive gone threw life saying i like only girls. i have done gay forplay but that farest ive been with a lad and i aint gone no where with a girl as i dont have connfidence enough yet coz of way ive shut my self off from the world coz of my bullying threw skool. im 18

help please. :(

[FlyingJesus]

straight

[&]

We cant tell you "what you are" thats your choice in the end.
do you still find yourself sexually attracted to men?
do you still find yourself sexually attracted to women?

[Spy,]

like i said i find my self gettign more truend on by gay movies than stright movies but a **** stirhgt movie still turns me on. but wut i forgot to add was i dont know if its coz i like the thought of being domanient

[benjamin]

it's no big deal trying to figure out what your sexuality is, seriously.

just take your time, i made that mistake. making these threads is pretty pointless because no one at all can tell you what you're feeling.

[Spy,]

thay can offer advice in ways to point u in the direction of finding out

[jdr10027]

to be honest thats the same with me

[&]

Youll find what alot of people on here will say is "exprement"
Try having both a boyfriend + girlfriend.. how does it feel?

[Spy,]

well coz ive shut my self off from the world that much im almost emotionless last time i experemented it felt like work but it turned me on

[&]

well coz ive shut my self off from the world that much im almost emotionless last time i experemented it felt like work but it turned me on :rolleyes:


Im not being rude or anything, but you seem to be depressed and as you say emotionless. Have you considered seeing a counsellor about these problems? especially after you cut yourself off from the world from your school past and stuff

[Spy,]

ye ive thought about it just havent got around to it yet. im hopefully seeing one next week

[&]

Keep me updated :o.

Yeh. i had a bad school life, then i became a student counsellor, its depressing to know what some people keep to themselves.

Good luck with counselling + discovering your true sexuality.