Bouncing
14-03-2008, 10:46 PM
Dont say im going through puberty or im skitsafrenic or im weird.
Its just 80% im either complaining to myself or there is a problem and im annoyed and im annoyed most of the day its just so annoying I just want no problems but there seems to be like this i get rid of one then another one comes along it may not be a big one but if its small there are alot of them. I just want to be happy all the time well when i can be but i seem to be always frustrated :S for an example the main thing thats bothering me is that im trying my best to become like have a better figure im not fat just i dont have like a strong body figure and ive bought a chin up bar and i do situps and excerisze alot. And try not to act completely like "not hard" i dont try to act hard or not myself but not being able to be walked all over. then its just if i push my friend over they just laugh at me, or i hear a girl shes kinda a chav and im not a chav at all and shes like to my friend uch i hate him hes just so gay not that i act gay or anything or dress gay its in a way than i dont talk with the average chav accent or weir chavvy clothes etc. and it rly annoys me. anyway thats the main thing but theirs little things like paying 400 pounds back with 5'er a week in my savings till im like 18 and im 15 and i do a paper round every day of the week otherwise i get no money. not my parents fault like. just wanna know what can i do to make me less frustrated coz its annoying the hell out of me.
Its just 80% im either complaining to myself or there is a problem and im annoyed and im annoyed most of the day its just so annoying I just want no problems but there seems to be like this i get rid of one then another one comes along it may not be a big one but if its small there are alot of them. I just want to be happy all the time well when i can be but i seem to be always frustrated :S for an example the main thing thats bothering me is that im trying my best to become like have a better figure im not fat just i dont have like a strong body figure and ive bought a chin up bar and i do situps and excerisze alot. And try not to act completely like "not hard" i dont try to act hard or not myself but not being able to be walked all over. then its just if i push my friend over they just laugh at me, or i hear a girl shes kinda a chav and im not a chav at all and shes like to my friend uch i hate him hes just so gay not that i act gay or anything or dress gay its in a way than i dont talk with the average chav accent or weir chavvy clothes etc. and it rly annoys me. anyway thats the main thing but theirs little things like paying 400 pounds back with 5'er a week in my savings till im like 18 and im 15 and i do a paper round every day of the week otherwise i get no money. not my parents fault like. just wanna know what can i do to make me less frustrated coz its annoying the hell out of me.