I need help.

[Spiffing]

Lately ive been thinking really horrible things like, I want to kill someone, im not even trying to be funny, it goes through my head every second, i don't care about the consequences on myself or anybody else and in technical today i was this -> <- close to ramming a knife into someone. Its not like someone saying, "Oh i want to kill them", its serious, i imagine it all the time, it seems so easy, so hard to resist. I can't really explain how much i want to do something, im scared of myself :(
I need help fast, i know if this carries on i will do something stupid to myself or somebody else.
God im so messed up. Please, what can i do? x

Ill just ignore any immature answers so dont bother.

[leah]

OMG! lol see a psyciatrist or a doctor.. fast.

[Spiffing]

OMG! lol see a psyciatrist or a doctor.. fast.
ive only told my best friend, i dont know what to say to anyone and im scared they'll think different of me, or not understand.

[RedStratocas]

everyone has strange thoughts that go through their head once and a while. but if you think that its serious enough, see a psychiatrist

[Monopoly]

Is it just random people or people who have done things to you?

[Spiffing]

Is it just random people or people who have done things to you?
People who have done things to me, its gone on my whole life, its gone too far and i can only think of 2 ways out of it

[Monopoly]

It's possibly jsut a phase.
Depending on your age, your hormouns could be raging atm and making you think differently.

[Spiffing]

It's possibly jsut a phase.
Depending on your age, your hormouns could be raging atm and making you think differently.
Idk probably because for the past few weeks ive been getting angrier and angrier and im like ready to pop lol.

[Monopoly]

Veryone get's really angry.
Sometimes you'll be floating about feeling happy and bubbly then just feel angry a second later.
It's perfectly normal.
Watch some happy tv. :)

[Spiffing]

Veryone get's really angry.
Sometimes you'll be floating about feeling happy and bubbly then just feel angry a second later.
It's perfectly normal.
Watch some happy tv. :)

lol, i hope so ta x

[IceNineKills]

It is so easy to do but it's hard blagging the court you didn't do it.

[Spiffing]

It is so easy to do but it's hard blagging the court you didn't do it.
but thats the thing, if i killed someone i wouldnt care that i'd be a murderer, i wouldnt care that ive just upset people and thats not what id normally think =s

[IceNineKills]

but thats the thing, if i killed someone i wouldnt care that i'd be a murderer, i wouldnt care that ive just upset people and thats not what id normally think =s

So you wouldn't feel bad when standing in a court, infront of the family where you killed someone from admitting to killing him for a very poor reason?

If that is the case, you should be inside already.

[GearsOfWar]

Lol, it's just hormones, one day I feel alright then the next day I'm walking around the house threatening to stab my brother or something. :P

[Axel]

Lol, it's just hormones, one day I feel alright then the next day I'm walking around the house threatening to stab my brother or something. :P

Ye but you're joking.

[GearsOfWar]

Ye but you're joking.

Yep, all thanks to my hormones. :eusa_wall

[Spiffing]

So you wouldn't feel bad when standing in a court, infront of the family where you killed someone from admitting to killing him for a very poor reason?

If that is the case, you should be inside already.

Nope and thats why im scared of myself.

[Teyauna.]

I would go see a psychiatrist or psychologist, whatever you call them cause this is serious. It could worsen.

[ToxicPaddy]

Has there been a trigger point for all this? What exactly has gone on throughout your life to make you feel like this? Bullying, a traumatic accident when you was younger?

Regardless of the reason, I think you need to seek help from a psychiatrist (or whatever they're called). Also, talk to your parents :)

Good luck! I'm sure it can be sorted!

[Spiffing]

lol its kinda stopped for now, i guess it was the stress of school, its gunna get mad when i go back but thanks for all your help (:

[Josh-H]

What the hell? Stress at school makes you want to stab people?

You need help...

[Naythi.]

Around here there is a special place for people like that.. It's called shelton, it's a nut house. Seriously go see somebody professional before it gets out of hand.

[Bun]

hahahahahaha, you're funny.


pyscho. get help.

[e5]

When push comes to shove, you would be afraid, feel guilty and care. Especially if it came down to being in prision, all the good memories would come back and you won't be able to take part in them. I wouldn't personally know this, but I can imagine it being somewhat like that.

Be careful.

[Paulio]

Yerr... err someone should foward this thread to the police lol.

[leah]

Yerr... err someone should foward this thread to the police lol.
LOL! Paulll :rolleyes: