Lozzoling
26-06-2005, 10:51 AM
CHAPTER ONE
It was 10pm on a Friday and everyone was getting drunk at the only underground nightclub in town.Me,Rob,Telia and her boyfriend Dan were giggling stupidly at the counter,Telia whispered something to the barman.
"What did you say Telia" we all said demandingly.
"Just get Rick a drink" she winked sheepishly.
I was to p*ssed to notice the playful smile on her mouth,the drink she got me was too good for words,i drank it in one after tasting it.We all wobbled on the dancefloor and started strutting our stuff.I stopped in mid-dance,the hall was swaying.
"Cool effects"i murmured but i lost balance and fell on the floor,no-one cared and carried on dancing as if it happened all the time.
My eyes were clenched shut as i lay on the floor,colours swirled in the darkness.A sudden pain shot my forehead and my eyes snapped open,it took a while to notice what i was looking at but i regained my focus and saw 2 blue traines.I creaked my neck upwards and saw a guy,he looked around 15 and had a brown goatee,his arm was outstretched.I had enver met him before but he felt immensely trustworthy,i took his and and he lifted me to my feet with ease.He didn't let go of my hand and took me to the male toilets which was lcuky,i wouldn't have washed myself up if i was alone.I flushed the loo and washed my hands.I turned around,the guy was still there,staring at me curiously. I walked to leave but when i was about to pass him he grabbed my waist and started kissing me.I wouldn't have let him if i was sober but i was to sloshed to notice.The door opened,he let go of me and we both looked at the guy in the doorwat,it was Rob.Rob sw.eared loudly and hit the guy who was kissing me, blood exploded out of his nose and with one last look at me,he ran.Rob looked at me carefully.
"God"he exclaimed"You must have been p*ssed"
CHAPTER TWO
I woke up early saturday morning with me head banging,i quietly went to the bathroom to run my head under some cold water,as soon as it hit my head visions from yesterday appeared in my mind. The drink,the floor... and a kiss.My hand left the tap and i just stood there with cold water numbing my head,thinking and recalling every last moment of friday night.Finally i turned the tap off and jumped into my bed,i felt odd as i stared into the ceiling,like i enjoyed it...
CHAPTER THREE
It was Monday and i was at school by my locker,grumbling at my stiff key and rusted lock,i was grumbling a bit too loudly.
"Hey"someone said behind me"need a little help?"
I turned around,there was a guy,his goatee was a little too familiar,it all sunk into place..
"Sh*t"i thought,even though i wasn't sure of my emotions.
He smiled and reached for my locker,his sleave rolled up his arm and i noticed his muscles.He clicked my lock shut as if opening a book.
"Oh" he laughed "I'm Guy,i just moved here,and you are?"
A sudden urge of anger hit me,i swiped my bag.
"Rick"I said angrily,"Oh,thanks for my locker"i added sarcastically and stormed off.There was no getting away from Guy,he was put in my form,sat next to me AND i had to show him around the school!I soon found out Guy was gay,i suppose ishouldn't have been surprised after Friday but i hoped he had been drunk too...or did i?
He joined me and Rob at a bench gracefully when it was lunch,this was all too much for Rob,he stomped away fuming.I looked at Guy,his face was so calming.
"I'm sor-"i started but Guy interrupted me,
"No,don't be,i'm sorry about friday".
I looked down and moved my hand towards him,it stopped at his chest and he shuffled closer.I snapped my hand away and ran in desperation and sickness to the toilets,I shut myself in a cublicle.Guy quickly appeared and knocked on my cublicle door.
"Let me in Rick"he said gently.
I opened the latch and let it swing freely,he walked in and shut it again.I suddenly burst out crying again as he sat on the shut loo-seat next to me.
"I don't know what to say"he said"i've never been good at this stuff"
He look away,leaving me to look at his cheek,which i kissed,he turned to face me again.
"Are you sure?"he whispered
"No"i said shakily"Are you?"
"No"he replied, with a flicker of a smile.
He leant forward and we sat there kissing,tasting each others salty tears.
CHAPTER FOUR
Word of Guy being gay has spread around the school and everyone created an instant dislike for him,I was furious,even my friends were wary.
"God i said to my friends "Social difference never hurt anyone"
Robs frown deepened,
"It is when you keep us in the dark"he said loudly,
everyone in a 2 meter radius turned to watch.
"Rob"i whimpered"Please don't..."
"Don't what?"he shouted"Say you're going out with Guy!"
I was to angry to control,
"Well at least hes trustworthy"I screamed and lunged myself at him.
I was no match for Rob until Guy came,kicking Rob off me,i stood up wearily,everyone started changing;
"Gays!Gays!Gays!" they repeated.
I easily burst into tears but Guy put an arm round me and raised an eyebrow at the crowd.The soon stopped at the intimidation of guy and his muscles.We walked out of the school,Guy wiped his face,
"Damn" he muttered "That was hard"
He looked on the verge of teas himself,
"Wanna come round mine?" i said.
He nodded glumly and we both walked off.
CHAPTER FIVE
Guy stayed over till 5pm before leaving,i stood at the door,watching him leave,right until he took the corner.The phone suddenly rang,i closed the door and picked it up,it was Dan.
"So...are you going out with Guy?"he asked eagerly
"Why don't you just ask Rob?"i said spitefully
"Look,i think Rob was really cruel"he said"He's to narrow minded to understand"
"Fine,have the gossip"I replied"No,we're not going out,but yes,i've kissed him"
I expected Dan to be shocked,but he was really excited,which was weird.
"Cool!So shall us 3 go have a pizza on Saturday?" he asked
"What about Telia?"I groaned
"Oh,yeh,I broke up with her when i found out the drink she got you was spiked"
"Oh good"I said,not trying to sound too happy"Will 8 pm be ok?"
"Sure,gotta go,see ya there!"he replied.
He put the receiver down before before i could say anything.I phoned Guy straight away and he seemed pretty happy.Later that night,when i was in bed,I was drawing 'I Love Guy' all over my notepad,highlighting it with pink.
Saturday couldn't have come soon enough,Dan and Guy hit off great,
"Dan"I joked"I'm with Guy"
"Rick"Guy said quietly"Shall we be like boyfriends or whatever?"
I looked at Dan,his expression was hard to read,i looked at Guy and took his hand.
"I do take Guy in holy matromony"i laughed.
We all went round my house afterwards,gently wobbling on my bed.
"I'm going to the loo"Guy announced
"Don't let us stop you"I smirked
Guy left the room and Dan stood up and went to the window.
"Look at this Rick"he said as i sidled over
"What?"i said
Dan spun around very quick.
"Me"he said
Dan was much too close for comfort,i was halfway stepping backwards when he pushed me,i fell with a thud on the floor.He jumped on me and rupped off my shirt while i looked at him in horror.
"Da-"i started but was interrupted by him kissing me.
I turned my head but now he was kissing my chest,getting lower and lower,i was pinned down,i couldn't move.Dan unzipped my fly and pulled my pants down,his kissing getting lower by the second.I screamed,the loudest i have ever done,it took me a few seconds to realise what i was screaming,it was for Guy.I looked down,Dans kssing had reached my belly button,I screamed again,there were a thunder of footsteps as Dan opened his mouth, lowering himself to where my pants used to be.Guy appeared in the door and kicked Dan in the face,narrowly missing my pr*vates,which were Dans aim.I hoisted my pants up and zipped my fly as Dan backed into a corner.
"Why in Gods name were you doing that?"Guy roared
Dan mumbled something,Guys eyes flared.
"Why!?"he shouted
"Because i love Rick!"he screamed
My expression softened,
"Dan,you better leave"i sighed
Dan didn't need telling twice,he positively ran down the stairs and all the way down the road.Guy sat on my bed,I sat next to him and put an arm around him.He broke down,silent tears staining his face,I manouvered him to lay on the bed,then i shut the door.
"You're lucky my parents are on holiday"I murmered
Rick didn't respond,his head in my pillow.I layed down on the bed next to him.
"You're lucky my parents couldn't care less"he sobbed
I took off my clothes and looked at the clock,it read 10pm.
"We gotta sleep sometime"i said
"I'll go downstairs"said Guy
"No"I said firmly
Guy looked at me, stood up and undressed himself,he smiled as i gawped at his figure.I looked down at my body,
'Well'i thought'At least i'm thin'.
I turned off the light and jumped in bed,Guy turned on the spot and just stared.Gingerly he walked over and slided himself into the bed.That night was great.
CHAPTER SIX
The alarm woke me and Guy up at 6am.
"Argh"i groaned"I forgot to set it"
"No its ok"replied Guy"I better go now,at least at 6am no-one will be awake to noice anything"
Guy got out of bed and started dressing.
"Well can i come?"i said,getting out of bed.
"Erm,no,sorry,maybe another time"he gabbled quickly
Something was up,i could see it in his eyes.
It was 10pm on a Friday and everyone was getting drunk at the only underground nightclub in town.Me,Rob,Telia and her boyfriend Dan were giggling stupidly at the counter,Telia whispered something to the barman.
"What did you say Telia" we all said demandingly.
"Just get Rick a drink" she winked sheepishly.
I was to p*ssed to notice the playful smile on her mouth,the drink she got me was too good for words,i drank it in one after tasting it.We all wobbled on the dancefloor and started strutting our stuff.I stopped in mid-dance,the hall was swaying.
"Cool effects"i murmured but i lost balance and fell on the floor,no-one cared and carried on dancing as if it happened all the time.
My eyes were clenched shut as i lay on the floor,colours swirled in the darkness.A sudden pain shot my forehead and my eyes snapped open,it took a while to notice what i was looking at but i regained my focus and saw 2 blue traines.I creaked my neck upwards and saw a guy,he looked around 15 and had a brown goatee,his arm was outstretched.I had enver met him before but he felt immensely trustworthy,i took his and and he lifted me to my feet with ease.He didn't let go of my hand and took me to the male toilets which was lcuky,i wouldn't have washed myself up if i was alone.I flushed the loo and washed my hands.I turned around,the guy was still there,staring at me curiously. I walked to leave but when i was about to pass him he grabbed my waist and started kissing me.I wouldn't have let him if i was sober but i was to sloshed to notice.The door opened,he let go of me and we both looked at the guy in the doorwat,it was Rob.Rob sw.eared loudly and hit the guy who was kissing me, blood exploded out of his nose and with one last look at me,he ran.Rob looked at me carefully.
"God"he exclaimed"You must have been p*ssed"
CHAPTER TWO
I woke up early saturday morning with me head banging,i quietly went to the bathroom to run my head under some cold water,as soon as it hit my head visions from yesterday appeared in my mind. The drink,the floor... and a kiss.My hand left the tap and i just stood there with cold water numbing my head,thinking and recalling every last moment of friday night.Finally i turned the tap off and jumped into my bed,i felt odd as i stared into the ceiling,like i enjoyed it...
CHAPTER THREE
It was Monday and i was at school by my locker,grumbling at my stiff key and rusted lock,i was grumbling a bit too loudly.
"Hey"someone said behind me"need a little help?"
I turned around,there was a guy,his goatee was a little too familiar,it all sunk into place..
"Sh*t"i thought,even though i wasn't sure of my emotions.
He smiled and reached for my locker,his sleave rolled up his arm and i noticed his muscles.He clicked my lock shut as if opening a book.
"Oh" he laughed "I'm Guy,i just moved here,and you are?"
A sudden urge of anger hit me,i swiped my bag.
"Rick"I said angrily,"Oh,thanks for my locker"i added sarcastically and stormed off.There was no getting away from Guy,he was put in my form,sat next to me AND i had to show him around the school!I soon found out Guy was gay,i suppose ishouldn't have been surprised after Friday but i hoped he had been drunk too...or did i?
He joined me and Rob at a bench gracefully when it was lunch,this was all too much for Rob,he stomped away fuming.I looked at Guy,his face was so calming.
"I'm sor-"i started but Guy interrupted me,
"No,don't be,i'm sorry about friday".
I looked down and moved my hand towards him,it stopped at his chest and he shuffled closer.I snapped my hand away and ran in desperation and sickness to the toilets,I shut myself in a cublicle.Guy quickly appeared and knocked on my cublicle door.
"Let me in Rick"he said gently.
I opened the latch and let it swing freely,he walked in and shut it again.I suddenly burst out crying again as he sat on the shut loo-seat next to me.
"I don't know what to say"he said"i've never been good at this stuff"
He look away,leaving me to look at his cheek,which i kissed,he turned to face me again.
"Are you sure?"he whispered
"No"i said shakily"Are you?"
"No"he replied, with a flicker of a smile.
He leant forward and we sat there kissing,tasting each others salty tears.
CHAPTER FOUR
Word of Guy being gay has spread around the school and everyone created an instant dislike for him,I was furious,even my friends were wary.
"God i said to my friends "Social difference never hurt anyone"
Robs frown deepened,
"It is when you keep us in the dark"he said loudly,
everyone in a 2 meter radius turned to watch.
"Rob"i whimpered"Please don't..."
"Don't what?"he shouted"Say you're going out with Guy!"
I was to angry to control,
"Well at least hes trustworthy"I screamed and lunged myself at him.
I was no match for Rob until Guy came,kicking Rob off me,i stood up wearily,everyone started changing;
"Gays!Gays!Gays!" they repeated.
I easily burst into tears but Guy put an arm round me and raised an eyebrow at the crowd.The soon stopped at the intimidation of guy and his muscles.We walked out of the school,Guy wiped his face,
"Damn" he muttered "That was hard"
He looked on the verge of teas himself,
"Wanna come round mine?" i said.
He nodded glumly and we both walked off.
CHAPTER FIVE
Guy stayed over till 5pm before leaving,i stood at the door,watching him leave,right until he took the corner.The phone suddenly rang,i closed the door and picked it up,it was Dan.
"So...are you going out with Guy?"he asked eagerly
"Why don't you just ask Rob?"i said spitefully
"Look,i think Rob was really cruel"he said"He's to narrow minded to understand"
"Fine,have the gossip"I replied"No,we're not going out,but yes,i've kissed him"
I expected Dan to be shocked,but he was really excited,which was weird.
"Cool!So shall us 3 go have a pizza on Saturday?" he asked
"What about Telia?"I groaned
"Oh,yeh,I broke up with her when i found out the drink she got you was spiked"
"Oh good"I said,not trying to sound too happy"Will 8 pm be ok?"
"Sure,gotta go,see ya there!"he replied.
He put the receiver down before before i could say anything.I phoned Guy straight away and he seemed pretty happy.Later that night,when i was in bed,I was drawing 'I Love Guy' all over my notepad,highlighting it with pink.
Saturday couldn't have come soon enough,Dan and Guy hit off great,
"Dan"I joked"I'm with Guy"
"Rick"Guy said quietly"Shall we be like boyfriends or whatever?"
I looked at Dan,his expression was hard to read,i looked at Guy and took his hand.
"I do take Guy in holy matromony"i laughed.
We all went round my house afterwards,gently wobbling on my bed.
"I'm going to the loo"Guy announced
"Don't let us stop you"I smirked
Guy left the room and Dan stood up and went to the window.
"Look at this Rick"he said as i sidled over
"What?"i said
Dan spun around very quick.
"Me"he said
Dan was much too close for comfort,i was halfway stepping backwards when he pushed me,i fell with a thud on the floor.He jumped on me and rupped off my shirt while i looked at him in horror.
"Da-"i started but was interrupted by him kissing me.
I turned my head but now he was kissing my chest,getting lower and lower,i was pinned down,i couldn't move.Dan unzipped my fly and pulled my pants down,his kissing getting lower by the second.I screamed,the loudest i have ever done,it took me a few seconds to realise what i was screaming,it was for Guy.I looked down,Dans kssing had reached my belly button,I screamed again,there were a thunder of footsteps as Dan opened his mouth, lowering himself to where my pants used to be.Guy appeared in the door and kicked Dan in the face,narrowly missing my pr*vates,which were Dans aim.I hoisted my pants up and zipped my fly as Dan backed into a corner.
"Why in Gods name were you doing that?"Guy roared
Dan mumbled something,Guys eyes flared.
"Why!?"he shouted
"Because i love Rick!"he screamed
My expression softened,
"Dan,you better leave"i sighed
Dan didn't need telling twice,he positively ran down the stairs and all the way down the road.Guy sat on my bed,I sat next to him and put an arm around him.He broke down,silent tears staining his face,I manouvered him to lay on the bed,then i shut the door.
"You're lucky my parents are on holiday"I murmered
Rick didn't respond,his head in my pillow.I layed down on the bed next to him.
"You're lucky my parents couldn't care less"he sobbed
I took off my clothes and looked at the clock,it read 10pm.
"We gotta sleep sometime"i said
"I'll go downstairs"said Guy
"No"I said firmly
Guy looked at me, stood up and undressed himself,he smiled as i gawped at his figure.I looked down at my body,
'Well'i thought'At least i'm thin'.
I turned off the light and jumped in bed,Guy turned on the spot and just stared.Gingerly he walked over and slided himself into the bed.That night was great.
CHAPTER SIX
The alarm woke me and Guy up at 6am.
"Argh"i groaned"I forgot to set it"
"No its ok"replied Guy"I better go now,at least at 6am no-one will be awake to noice anything"
Guy got out of bed and started dressing.
"Well can i come?"i said,getting out of bed.
"Erm,no,sorry,maybe another time"he gabbled quickly
Something was up,i could see it in his eyes.