EverSteve
15-09-2008, 10:59 PM
I'm just totally depressed.
There was this guy in frenchgate...in Doncaster, he stared at me and i was staring at him, and he hinted, but i was to nervous and put my eyes down to floor and walked fastly away! im such a wimp.
theres so many guys on the web that i would love to meet...and know that we would get on the best ever cuz our personalitys suit so well. Yet you go onto the web and i can't find anyone from inside South Yorkshire, and its really depressing how many people are there from other areas appart from myn. and i could pick someone half hour away or somet, but hardly anyone is that dedicated enough to keep it going so whats the point in the hurt and arguments.
Also seriously im so tired, cuz i have to get up at 9am for College, and i aint done it since June and now ive got a double timetable, and im only on the first day and im already shattered as ****.
Everything I enjoy, just isn't feeling the same, I dont feel the same I did as DJying online and thats what used to give me a happiness back when i was like this, but thats got out the window
all the regrets from the past years, all the pointless arguments and choices what i could've made me different
lmao my familys got no money, i can't go on a holiday what normally freshens me up for a few months. I don't know how to make myself get out of this *TEXT REMOVED* feeling cuz its driving me up the wall,
Edited by lAscend (Forum Super Moderator): Please don't avoid the forum filter.
There was this guy in frenchgate...in Doncaster, he stared at me and i was staring at him, and he hinted, but i was to nervous and put my eyes down to floor and walked fastly away! im such a wimp.
theres so many guys on the web that i would love to meet...and know that we would get on the best ever cuz our personalitys suit so well. Yet you go onto the web and i can't find anyone from inside South Yorkshire, and its really depressing how many people are there from other areas appart from myn. and i could pick someone half hour away or somet, but hardly anyone is that dedicated enough to keep it going so whats the point in the hurt and arguments.
Also seriously im so tired, cuz i have to get up at 9am for College, and i aint done it since June and now ive got a double timetable, and im only on the first day and im already shattered as ****.
Everything I enjoy, just isn't feeling the same, I dont feel the same I did as DJying online and thats what used to give me a happiness back when i was like this, but thats got out the window
all the regrets from the past years, all the pointless arguments and choices what i could've made me different
lmao my familys got no money, i can't go on a holiday what normally freshens me up for a few months. I don't know how to make myself get out of this *TEXT REMOVED* feeling cuz its driving me up the wall,
Edited by lAscend (Forum Super Moderator): Please don't avoid the forum filter.