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Vause
04-07-2005, 01:24 PM
I feel used, i feel scared. I have know were to hide from you.
What did i do? What have i done, to deserve this.
I try to hide the marks, i cover them up.
You are always there, you stallk me.
My life has been destroyed by you, you have made it hell.
I run away, i can't take this anymore.
I run as fast as i can.
You still find me, but why?
How do you do this to me, it's slowly killing me.
Deep inside i want to die, curl up in to a ball and never come out again.
Close my eyes, and hope you will someday leave me alone.
As the days go past, it gets worse.
Mental abuse, what am i thinking?
I pick up anything i can, i try so hard to end this pointless life,
I feel so useless, what life i had, you have taken.
I am weak, its hard for me to speak.
You are like my shadow,you know my weakness.
If i could paint a picture of what is happening to me,
It would be a girl,
A Helpless, weak girl.
Who's life has been destroyed by these, these things.
I can't take it any more, It's killing me.
I'm better of dead.


These are my true feelings, i feel them everyday.
Bully's have torn me to pieces.
If you are being bullied, tell someone.
Don't let them do this to you.
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Crying-Angel
04-07-2005, 02:00 PM
:( awww hunni :( *gives really big hugs*
never give in to bullies, n if i was there i would sort them out for ya lol :p
but i cant be there physicly so im here for u mentaly, you can get through anything you put ur mind to, ur a strong girl i dunno about phyicly but i know ur strong in the mind and dont let people beat that down. ur one of the nicest girls i know and these people who are trying to put you down are just jelous.

Vause
04-07-2005, 02:01 PM
thanks danneh :'] ♥

lauralol
04-07-2005, 02:03 PM
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww GLITZEN DONT LET THEM PUT U DOWN! Just think of craig david <33 And lovely poem :'( + repperz

Vause
04-07-2005, 02:04 PM
Thank you lauraROFL :) but this is how i feel :'(

lauralol
04-07-2005, 02:05 PM
Don't let them get to yooooou :'( Be strong!! And u have loadsa friends on habbo to help you along the way <333333

Vause
04-07-2005, 02:07 PM
I KNOW!!! LIKE LAURALMAOROFLLOLLOZL >: )

lauralol
04-07-2005, 02:08 PM
you forgot PMSL

Vause
04-07-2005, 02:12 PM
I KNOW!!! LIKE LAURALMAOROFLLOLLOZL >: )

*PMSL

micky.blue.eyes
04-07-2005, 02:33 PM
Wow glitz, that's horrible. If I get those people I will make them feel what you feel.
Do your parents know this? You should tell them if they don't.
*gives big hug, but not as big as the hugs of danny because she is the hugs giver* :)
Be strong, don't let them get you!

Vause
04-07-2005, 02:38 PM
thanks micky, yes my parents are aware of this.
(look on staff forum under thread - help me guys)
:) s

Jinxxed
04-07-2005, 04:43 PM
Bullying is horrible :'(
Don't let them get you down Glitz :(

-=rooty987=-
04-07-2005, 05:24 PM
Aww, bullies aim at people who they think they can hurt easily, bullies targetted me, probably because i am so sensitive. But, try and stand strong, i have a poem i wrote a whule ago you might like.

Kick me,
Tease me,
Punch me,
Bruise me,
But believe me,
I’ll stand strong!

Defy me,
Deny me,
Ignore me,
Affect me,
But believe me,
I’ll stand strong!

I don’t care see,
You’re a fool see,
Your not hurtful see,
That’s why I stand strong!

Love Dan
xxx

bigbutsound
04-07-2005, 08:36 PM
Bully's are nothing but low lifes, The reason they bully is because deep down they are scared, They are trying to hide behind things. I would say alot more but I could get banned, Emma do not let these ******s get to you because at the end of the day, you are the strongest and make sure you are never scared to talk about it! Lets just say this if I lived in Nottingham, Them *****es wouldn't be anymore..

Vause
04-07-2005, 08:37 PM
Thanks matt, that has helped. I dunno' when i am going back to school, but hmm. :(

bigbutsound
04-07-2005, 08:41 PM
Make sure you are not scared of going back, Don't let them win hun, I don't get bullied so I cannot truthfully relate but I have had to help my friend through it once and it wasn't good, I remember him crying to me, wanting to kill himself, his words "What is the point in life? they pick on me day in and out and have done for 4 years now, I just want to go" I felt so sick and yes I did help and took things into my own hands, He is now a happy chap :D

Vause
04-07-2005, 08:44 PM
Yeah! I'm scared, but deep inside i keep telling myself - whats the point in bullys??
Maybe they are jelous or something, but if their not, they have serious issue's.

the wombats
04-07-2005, 08:45 PM
matt, you mean you battered them? Lol, emma just stand strong

bigbutsound
04-07-2005, 08:46 PM
Well.. Maybe Craig.. rofl :P

the wombats
04-07-2005, 08:47 PM
i couldnt of guessed matt Lol, well lets hope it all gets sorted

Matty
04-07-2005, 11:30 PM
At some stage everyone gets bullied, i think. What someone said. ;p

Jinxxed
05-07-2005, 06:29 AM
^^ That's true, I wasn't bullied but picked on a few years ago :(

Vause
05-07-2005, 07:26 AM
Hm. I hate being bullied. It really is slowly killing me. :'(

x!x.Emily.x!x
05-07-2005, 07:31 AM
Noooooooo. if you leave me im all alone! ;o no randomness..... no henry hopkings auditions u are a survivoooor my ear muff you can get thru this :D:D:D Great friend 4 evaaaa !!

Vause
05-07-2005, 07:43 AM
Noooooooo. if you leave me im all alone! ;o no randomness..... no henry hopkings auditions u are a survivoooor my ear muff you can get thru this :D:D:D Great friend 4 evaaaa !!

DONT WORRY EMILY! I'M NOT GOING NOWEREZZ!1

.Amberz.
05-07-2005, 08:34 PM
Awww :'(
Don't let the bullies get to you. Ignore them and imagine there not there. Thats really upsetting... :(

Dave,
09-07-2005, 12:48 AM
Its probably because you're so annoying, thats why they hate you.

Vause
09-07-2005, 08:17 AM
Its probably because you're so annoying, thats why they hate you.

get a life dave and learn that other people do get bullied so i suggest you watch you mouth.

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