i cant do this anymore

[smiffy70]

im about to crak, i cant take school, i hate living in thi s camp with the same 200 people. i miss my old place and i cant do this anymore. if i dont get out of here im gunna be destroyed

[Nemo]

What camp
whats wrong with school
whats wrong with the people
how old are you

[smiffy70]

army
school = i cant deal with all the bloody crap tht comes daily
people = some r actually really big *****
13

[Alex3213]

What camp
whats wrong with school
whats wrong with the people
how old are you

hmm i think he's covered it all really. i think a lot of us make things feel worse tha nthey actually are. although you shouldnt think too much, think to yourself this: "am i lucky?" Personally I think you are, you're actually being educated by some decent staff (even though you may not think that, they wouldn't be in your school if they couldn't teach) and you will likely do something with your life. Some people in the world can't and they'd thrill to have just one day of the day you have.

Sure, people can be annoying but it's one of the things you have to deal with in life, it's a challenge and shouldn't be driving yourself out with anger.

[smiffy70]

im not actually kidding tho, i get 1 day out of seven where there isnt a fight in this tin can, people ******** in school and i awlways come in feeling like i cant go back there

[Alex3213]

hmmm seven? didn't realise you went in on weekends :P

In all seriousness though, I'm not kidding either. I think, with all due respect, you need to think and actually see that you're taking for granted. No education means no job, and if you are lucky to get one it won't get you very far. I won't go on because I heard something yesterday which could make me write an essay, so I shan't :P

[smiffy70]

im not on about the education. the people here want you to feel like **** permanatly. there are the same 40 kids from this camp tht we see EVERYDAY, and i cant take all the arguments. it is like a big brother with no escape

[Alex3213]

im not on about the education. the people here want you to feel like **** permanatly. there are the same 40 kids from this camp tht we see EVERYDAY, and i cant take all the arguments. it is like a big brother with no escape

Remember you are in school and you have to expect to be near the same sorts of people with the same sorts of attitude. All I'll say is that you should not join in as I think the whirlpool is not worth getting into. Stick with the people you know well with the attitude you enjoy rather than some idiots.

oh and I wouldn't call it a camp for the same reasons I have specified above, you should enjoy it rather than feeling down, bad people or not. Wherever you go that will happen and that's that.

p.s. brandon said he'll be doing your VIP tomorrow morning (early hours)

[Nemo]

You have 3 options

Become some kind of angel and make everyone get along.

Ask to get transferred to another school

Become a lone soldier and just ignore everyone and keep yourself to yourself.


Enjoy.

[smiffy70]

Remember you are in school and you have to expect to be near the same sorts of people with the same sorts of attitude. All I'll say is that you should not join in as I think the whirlpool is not worth getting into. Stick with the people you know well with the attitude you enjoy rather than some idiots.

oh and I wouldn't call it a camp for the same reasons I have specified above, you should enjoy it rather than feeling down, bad people or not. Wherever you go that will happen and that's that.

p.s. brandon said he'll be doing your VIP tomorrow morning (early hours)

im not calling it a camp, i actually live on a army facility


You have 3 options

Become some kind of angel and make everyone get along.

Ask to get transferred to another school

Become a lone soldier and just ignore everyone and keep yourself to yourself.


Enjoy.

i would if i could but its the only intergrated one

[Nemo]

im not calling it a camp, i actually live on a army facility



i would if i could but its the only intergrated one
Intergrated as in..?

[smiffy70]

catholic, prodestant, english, northern irish

[Nemo]

catholic, prodestant, english, northern irish
Well why does it need to be intergrated? If its really that bad you wont mind.

[smiffy70]

mum + dad wont let meh, and the grammer school probs wont take meh

[Eoin247]

I've lived in a boarding school for four years and I went through a similar feeling in my second year.

The best thing you can do in my experience is:

Remember this wont last forever, you got your whole life ahead of you after this.

Stick with your true mates ( whether thats only 2 or as many as 20 don't fall for fake freinds).

Don't get involved with stuff you are not comfortable with ( i was tempted many a time and im glad i didn't get involved seeing what happened to the people who did).

Try and find somebody who's caring and understanding and talk to them, i didn't do this and regret it as it would have gotten me through this sooner.

Find some sort of pastime or sport that involves other people, make sure you like what you're doing though as it's pointless to do something every day that you hate as this will depress you.

Hope this helps in some way it's what i did and i got through it. :)

[smiffy70]

I've lived in a boarding school for four years and I went through a similar feeling in my second year.

The best thing you can do in my experience is:

Remember this wont last forever, you got your whole life ahead of you after this.

Stick with your true mates ( whether thats only 2 or as many as 20 don't fall for fake freinds).

Don't get involved with stuff you are not comfortable with ( i was tempted many a time and im glad i didn't get involved seeing what happened to the people who did).

Try and find somebody who's caring and understanding and talk to them, i didn't do this and regret it as it would have gotten me through this sooner.

Find some sort of pastime or sport that involves other people, make sure you like what you're doing though as it's pointless to do something every day that you hate as this will depress you.

Hope this helps in some way it's what i did and i got through it. :)



thanks, well im trying but it is like at every possible oppertunity its " be a **** to jack" then its " oh no, we is ur mates" so im like **** OFF