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21-03-2011, 01:28 PM
lol was just gonna fade in to the background or something but i thought it'd be best to make it ~official~ for many reasons. mostly because i know people will still find a way to ask me why i'm not here & that'd just be annoying.
#1 - people on here know too much. i am aware it is my fault for giving out any of my information & that anything put on the internet is my responsibilty but the thing is people know more about me on here than people in real life do. for a while that was refreshing because i could get out everything i wanted to that wasn't appropriate for me to do otherwise. you know, when it comes down to me having to change my username on various places & privacy settings because some people i don't even know encouraged someone else to look through my facebook... it's a bit too far. i don't see why i should have to put everything on private and have to worry that people are going to write on my pictures/wall and whatever else. i really shouldn't have to. anyway like i said, people here know much more about me than my friends of years do. just thinking about it sounds pathetic and there's one reason i'm leaving. all i needed to do was open up to them, drop the ones i didn't need and focus on those who mattered instead of worrying and thinking they were the bad people. i've realised that. & that brings me on to my second point.
#2 you don't really know me. i mean, let's put it this way. i've NEVER, EVER in my life been called fat yet with the people i've met on hxf apparently it's funny and normal to call everyone and their mother's fat. i was never made fun of for my alopecia & i was certainly never mocked for any of the ******** my brother put me through (yeah someone was sick enough to do that ;)) but for some reason i still thought people irl were the *****. meh what i've come to realize is that people online are less nice or sympathetic than people i know irl and think they're invincible..
i don't need to be around negative people anymore. so many people here are negative, from feedback to debates to spam. yawn. i'm just going to focus on the good things in my life now and a good way to do that is by getting rid of the stuff i don't need. so that includes hxf. i'm not getting rid of the internet because i have other communities (and god forbid anyone finds me there) where i have stuff in common with people, people who aren't going to be total ***** towards me just because that's the way i've been seen around here. yeah i seem so hypocrytical but i'm not that ******, judgemental person i was before. i take back anything good or bad i've said about anyone because i really have no right to judge, i don't know anyone and it's the same with you to me. i'm probably nothing like you'd expect in real life, i have nothing in common with anyone and i have no interest in anything that goes on here anymore.
oh + some of you like me too much lol really.. fighting over people? freaks me out. telling me someone from the internet 'likes' me........ freaks me out. you don't know me and never will.
uhh save your dignity, don't text me, don't facebook me.. i mean that in the nicest way possible! i want my privacy respected now. i was once really open i admit. i won't be on msn and if i am it'll be because i want to talk to my rl friends. i have too many online people on msn. i didn't mind before but i do now. i really couldn't care less if anyone wants to talk about me or exchange little stories about what i've ever told you. ummm... you can still add me on tumblr (http://www.jennyjukes.tumblr.com)and last.fm (http://www.last.fm/user/waitforever)i don't mind but i don't want to talk about people from hxf or habbo. i'm not interested. it's not the forum i actually like the threads and contributing but it's the people tbh
Edited by Catz (Forum Super Moderator): Thread closed due to bump
tl;dr? idc lol
anyway that probably came around nastier than i wanted to but end of the day idgaf, i really wrote it with a few people in mind. everyone else is cool
& this is where no-one replies. awkward.
#1 - people on here know too much. i am aware it is my fault for giving out any of my information & that anything put on the internet is my responsibilty but the thing is people know more about me on here than people in real life do. for a while that was refreshing because i could get out everything i wanted to that wasn't appropriate for me to do otherwise. you know, when it comes down to me having to change my username on various places & privacy settings because some people i don't even know encouraged someone else to look through my facebook... it's a bit too far. i don't see why i should have to put everything on private and have to worry that people are going to write on my pictures/wall and whatever else. i really shouldn't have to. anyway like i said, people here know much more about me than my friends of years do. just thinking about it sounds pathetic and there's one reason i'm leaving. all i needed to do was open up to them, drop the ones i didn't need and focus on those who mattered instead of worrying and thinking they were the bad people. i've realised that. & that brings me on to my second point.
#2 you don't really know me. i mean, let's put it this way. i've NEVER, EVER in my life been called fat yet with the people i've met on hxf apparently it's funny and normal to call everyone and their mother's fat. i was never made fun of for my alopecia & i was certainly never mocked for any of the ******** my brother put me through (yeah someone was sick enough to do that ;)) but for some reason i still thought people irl were the *****. meh what i've come to realize is that people online are less nice or sympathetic than people i know irl and think they're invincible..
i don't need to be around negative people anymore. so many people here are negative, from feedback to debates to spam. yawn. i'm just going to focus on the good things in my life now and a good way to do that is by getting rid of the stuff i don't need. so that includes hxf. i'm not getting rid of the internet because i have other communities (and god forbid anyone finds me there) where i have stuff in common with people, people who aren't going to be total ***** towards me just because that's the way i've been seen around here. yeah i seem so hypocrytical but i'm not that ******, judgemental person i was before. i take back anything good or bad i've said about anyone because i really have no right to judge, i don't know anyone and it's the same with you to me. i'm probably nothing like you'd expect in real life, i have nothing in common with anyone and i have no interest in anything that goes on here anymore.
oh + some of you like me too much lol really.. fighting over people? freaks me out. telling me someone from the internet 'likes' me........ freaks me out. you don't know me and never will.
uhh save your dignity, don't text me, don't facebook me.. i mean that in the nicest way possible! i want my privacy respected now. i was once really open i admit. i won't be on msn and if i am it'll be because i want to talk to my rl friends. i have too many online people on msn. i didn't mind before but i do now. i really couldn't care less if anyone wants to talk about me or exchange little stories about what i've ever told you. ummm... you can still add me on tumblr (http://www.jennyjukes.tumblr.com)and last.fm (http://www.last.fm/user/waitforever)i don't mind but i don't want to talk about people from hxf or habbo. i'm not interested. it's not the forum i actually like the threads and contributing but it's the people tbh
Edited by Catz (Forum Super Moderator): Thread closed due to bump
tl;dr? idc lol
anyway that probably came around nastier than i wanted to but end of the day idgaf, i really wrote it with a few people in mind. everyone else is cool
& this is where no-one replies. awkward.