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21-02-2013, 10:47 PM
My experiences - health
Some people will think I'm an attention seeker, some people may disagree, I'm not.
At first I didn't know weather I should post this or if I was confident enough to post this, as you can see I chose to post this :) I was actually inspired by jazz's post , since she posted that I new that hopeful no one will judge me , thank you jazz x
I thought it would be helpful for you guys if I posted about my experiences.
I've always felt like I can't tell people, I now feel like I can.
I have and still do have anxiety problems and depression, with my anxiety I have really bad paranoia, I have o confidence in my self at all, if you know me , you won't notice this because all the time I've kept my feelings inside, also I just can't sleep on a night it takes me 2-3 hours lying still to get to sleep, it still does I haven't fully recovered yet , but I think I'm on my way. When I was 12 I had a minor cancer cell in my neck which was in the lymph nodes , I had an operation at 13, I was one of the lucky ones who survived, I'm just so thank full for everything
Depression , Last september ive had my GCSE's which made me so stressed , it got worse when would he do u , and would he ever get back with uI had arguments with parents, I just got stressed all the time, I felt very depressed. One of the days I did something wrong I just still regret it so much I don't even know why, I self harmed just once though. Sometimes I'd just lay down and cry some times I was ok, it changed all the time.
I'm not very good at explaining things, because I have DCD (dyslexia / dyspraxia) I find it hard to understand things, and explain things, I get right and lefts mixed up, I have bad hand eye coordination. At school people thought i was playing dumb because I'm blonde . I wasn't. I just find everything very hard to do and I just have no self esteem, I'm a really shy person.
All this time I've hidden my thoughts and feelings away from everyone,. I'm on the verge of recovering. Recently at school I decided to speak to the school guidance councillor about m problems she was amazing to was so helpful, she helped me through a lot, and so did my friends. Ive realised how much better I'm doing now, I've never really told anyone about this, I just thought my experience could maybe help others. Also dj ing now on habboxlive has actually helped its improving my confidence when I'm on air I feel like I can forget everything, so thank you for giving me the chance.
I hope everyone should know if our going through hard times there's always going to me someone there for you at some point a teacher, friend , family, strangers. I hope no one goes through what I have, the good news is I'm recovering. I'd just like to thank everyone who's helped me through everything.
If you don't know who to talk to , you could pm me , I will understand everything I won't judge you, I'm a nice person :)
If not there's always
NHS
Childline
And always count on your friends
Thanks for reading this took so much to type this <3
Some people will think I'm an attention seeker, some people may disagree, I'm not.
At first I didn't know weather I should post this or if I was confident enough to post this, as you can see I chose to post this :) I was actually inspired by jazz's post , since she posted that I new that hopeful no one will judge me , thank you jazz x
I thought it would be helpful for you guys if I posted about my experiences.
I've always felt like I can't tell people, I now feel like I can.
I have and still do have anxiety problems and depression, with my anxiety I have really bad paranoia, I have o confidence in my self at all, if you know me , you won't notice this because all the time I've kept my feelings inside, also I just can't sleep on a night it takes me 2-3 hours lying still to get to sleep, it still does I haven't fully recovered yet , but I think I'm on my way. When I was 12 I had a minor cancer cell in my neck which was in the lymph nodes , I had an operation at 13, I was one of the lucky ones who survived, I'm just so thank full for everything
Depression , Last september ive had my GCSE's which made me so stressed , it got worse when would he do u , and would he ever get back with uI had arguments with parents, I just got stressed all the time, I felt very depressed. One of the days I did something wrong I just still regret it so much I don't even know why, I self harmed just once though. Sometimes I'd just lay down and cry some times I was ok, it changed all the time.
I'm not very good at explaining things, because I have DCD (dyslexia / dyspraxia) I find it hard to understand things, and explain things, I get right and lefts mixed up, I have bad hand eye coordination. At school people thought i was playing dumb because I'm blonde . I wasn't. I just find everything very hard to do and I just have no self esteem, I'm a really shy person.
All this time I've hidden my thoughts and feelings away from everyone,. I'm on the verge of recovering. Recently at school I decided to speak to the school guidance councillor about m problems she was amazing to was so helpful, she helped me through a lot, and so did my friends. Ive realised how much better I'm doing now, I've never really told anyone about this, I just thought my experience could maybe help others. Also dj ing now on habboxlive has actually helped its improving my confidence when I'm on air I feel like I can forget everything, so thank you for giving me the chance.
I hope everyone should know if our going through hard times there's always going to me someone there for you at some point a teacher, friend , family, strangers. I hope no one goes through what I have, the good news is I'm recovering. I'd just like to thank everyone who's helped me through everything.
If you don't know who to talk to , you could pm me , I will understand everything I won't judge you, I'm a nice person :)
If not there's always
NHS
Childline
And always count on your friends
Thanks for reading this took so much to type this <3