RyRy
09-11-2013, 01:28 AM
Hey guys,
So it's been a good few years on HabboxForum, made many good friends (and enemies!) but after what happened tonight, fair to say I'm done with HabboxForum now. It's done nothing but bring the worst out of me, I'm 22 & I still ***** like a teenager about people who're guilty of nothing but thinking I'm worth the time. Hell, I tell some people on the forum about wanting to get a job back at Habbox, rather than actually focus on my degree & the other aspect of my life, the real world.
Well enough's enough! It's time I moved on before a complete **** storm descends upon me. Few of you might be thinking I'm running away from my problems, but when your problems originate from a virtual game where you logging out removes yourself from the equation, is that so wrong of me? I'll let you be the judge of that.
I've enjoyed my time so much, that it wouldn't be right to go out with a bang. I need to give some thanks and some honesty to people who I've enjoyed talking to:
@Skynus (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=66909); Thanks for your support with the whole Linux loving, and letting me be a moderator on yours & Matt's Minecraft server. Not sure what possessed you to do so, I was so bad at it haha. I love the whole love-hate relationship we've got going on, sometimes I think you legit dislike me and I dunno what I might've done to affect that, but hey ho... Wish you all the best man, keep breaking stuff haha.
@Bolt660 (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=55726); Martin martin martin, you're such a top bloke. We've not talked much at all like over the past year, but you were such a pleasure to work with in the News Department & you're the nicest guy on this forum without a doubt. I've never EVER heard you say about thing about anyone, yet plenty of times I've stabbed you in the back saying things about people you've went out with. Is that my place to say? No but thought you should know that. Good luck in the future, you'll be awesome (as long as you don't break your space bar again).
@Samanfa (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=68263); You're a babe, you make me laugh so damn much,the things you come out with on the text with you & your boyfriend, it's nice to actually witness somebody who is so obviously in love. It's a shame we never got to work in the News Department, and it's an even bigger shame that we've drifted apart over the past year. Let me know if Max proposes, I'm sure he will sooner or later! He'd be stupid not to.
@Dilusionate (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=67954); I love you so damn much Phil, you giant Irish leprechaun. Loved meeting you in Ireland, was a great laugh although I now regret pulling your friend who I'll only refer to as Ginny Weasley. It's easy to sum up our relationship: FILTH. I remember when you first met your girlfriend and I'd just be cracking out questions which left you to tears. Not sure if it was funny or just the sheer bluntness of it, but I know the answer to most of those questions will be yes now, ya dawgggg. I've got you on Facebook so I won't be getting away from you, despite we always say we'll talk then never do? We're so bad... Good luck with the theatre stuff though, and enjoy Habbox whilst you can haha.
@cupcake (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=50287); Haven't actually spoken much nowadays either but think I needed to do a personal message to you. I remember when we first got chatting, you were a wee HabboxForumer and I thought it'd be a good idea to call you on a contract phone whilst you were in Ireland. BAD IDEA. I remember my contract bill coming out quite expensive, was worth it for getting to know you though. Wish you all the best with @pasta (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=15035); you two make a cute couple, wedding bells? ;) You always seem to have a smile on your face too, so yeah keep it up. Cheers.
@Inseriousity. (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=26409);You're a sarcastic sod but I like you for it. When it was you and @Alex3213, it was never a dull moment. I remember HxSS when all you two did was shout COMPS to all the unsuspecting users who just came in for a game of falling furni. They must've been a little scared by you two, two guys coming in getting aggressive over competitions haha. You're passionate about what you do though, and you're a funny bugger with the one liners you come out with. Wish we spoke a lot more, but glad we did at least. Thanks.
@:Cerys (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=75591); All of tonight I've been ignoring you, and there was a reason for it but it didn't justify the treatment. You're a funny lass, even more amusing when you say "Charlie" on Skype. We've talked a fair bit recently and it's been cool, some peeps think it's a bit creepy I'm talking to you & that I'm obv just trying to groom you or something but that ain't it. Glad that you finally kissed your boyfriend after, what was it a month? So bad. I'm sorry for the way I've treated you, sometimes I just think I'm funny when in fact I'm the only one laughing. All the best, Kermit.
@buttons (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=42203); Never really speak to you now except for when I'm making snide remarks on Twitter without any justification, shame really as you're a decent chat. I remember when I had a proper crush on you back in like what, 2007, and it all turned a bit rough after one thing led to another and a group MSN convo... You know what I'm referring to. Still, taught me a valuable life lesson that I'm glad nobody else taught me. Thanks for that, I think! You're actually lovely, you're not as active on the forum which is a shame as I think the forum could benefit from your presence. Still, might be worth getting a life. :D
@scottish (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=53890);We're gonna end up talking still so I don't know why I'm even writing you a message. You know what, do one I'm not writing you one LOL.
@Empired (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=80588); Think you know where I stand and what I think.
@dbgtz (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=28789); rice boy rice boy lol one day you will lose your v card, ONE DAY. Nah you're a nice guy to be fair, but nice guys do finish last. I hope you come on TTT more often, you're good on the banter and when we're in the helpdesk, you're a good laugh haha. I don't actually know a lot about you though, which kinda sucks tbh. Come on TTT and we'll try fix that, otherwise stay cool. :]
@Foregetfuhl (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=104248); JADE you're so cool, I've actually been a bit of an arse recently with not replying that great. Your essex accent is so damn funny, like when you get angry you just get so essex-y hahaha. I've enjoyed the skype convos we've had recently, and actually just enjoyed getting to know you. Best we go out on a high before I ruin our friendship, keep up the good work with what you're doing IRL & remember that staff bonding is key to a successful business!
@Kardan (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=3428);You're a cool guy, I'm not really sure what else to say except that. You're just a really nice, cool guy, who does everything in the name of being nice. You're not somebody who gets in arguments without knowing the facts, or even loses their cool. You are a credit to the ginger people of the UK. Hope the whole getting married thing goes well, be nice to hear from you. All the best man, you're gonna be an awesome husband.l
@lawrawrrr (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=61966); I was gonna leave you for last, perhaps for dramatic effect or just because I wasn't sure what I was gonna say. The one thing I'll say about you that's bad is that you care about people who don't seem to give a rats arse about anybody's feelings. I backstabbed you to hell on multiple occasions, but I think you knew that by now. I don't know why I did it, I don't have any motive for doing so and I don't know why I thought it'd be okay to do it behind your back & not think I'd have to confront it sooner or later. The amount of times I've betrayed your trust is ridiculous, and every time I'm like "Oh I've changed!" but who am I fooling other than myself. I don't need to grow up, I need to leave you alone & let you have a happy life without people like me inflicting pain & unnecessary stress upon you. That's the most I'll be able to do now. You're gonna be successful, don't need me to tell you that, but good luck with whatever you undertake & thanks for the memories.
@Nuxty (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=36433);Another News Reporter, and another good friend. Not sure why you came back, not sure why I haven't been in closer contact with you but again enjoy Habbox whilst you're here. You were great to work with, and I really do wish you all the best with everything you massive charmer. ;]
@orientalframe? (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=56783); We had such banter and you know it. You're another one of the girls on Habbox whose proper sound. You probs think I'm a bit of an arse sometimes, but I do wind you up to hell. Wish I got to know you a little better as you seem really nice, good luck with the hockeying and have fun in Edinburgh, it's a gorgeous city.
@Roxy (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=46824); Hullo? I'm surprised you still come on here ngl. You're one of the very few people on Habbox whose managed to put up with me. Dunno how you do it really, probably because you tell your friends IM YOUR GAY BEST FRIEND!? CHEERS BABES! Joking aside, you are like... I don't even know how to describe it, the only person on this forum who I could talk to irl and straight away feel no awkwardness because you're a mighty toffees fan and you just come across as like, so friendly. You're also a bit ditzy sometimes but that's just hilarz okay LOVE YA LOADS ROXY916 XXXX
@Rozi (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=29913); You are a babe, like I don't even know how to describe the times we've had both on Habbo and irl. You're such a lovely girl, and I'm not surprised somebody has finally snapped you up. I saw you on the chicken shop the other day, pretty sure I texted you as I was so shocked but yeah you really know how to eat your chicken gracefully? Don't think this'll be the last you hear of me. Good luck in University hun, you're gonna do fab. :]
@GommeInc (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=2339); never really see you around anymore but I remember back in the heydays of Habbox that you were a nice guy, and that despite your insane post count, you actually do have a life! Be good to know what you're up to nowadays, try and let me know somehow. Despite being my real counterpart too, the union of Ryan's will one day commence. ;]
@Yupt (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=69157); You are like, a clever me. That's supposed to be a compliment okay, but you know what I mean, we both have the same sense of humour and come out with the same dirty stuff. You're such a polite guy, and I'm sure I'll keep in touch with you one way or another! Last I heard you had a lady friend, I'm not even surprised though because you are one sly good looking chappy. Keep up the creepiness Mike, make me proud. :]
@Yuxin (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=63975); DUCKS. Nah, seriously ducks. I don't think I've ever given you credit for how smart you legit are. You come across on the forum as really stupid, but I don't think you are at all. You have an unhealthy obsession with ducks but I think you can see somebody about that. Keep in touch Gina, you're a cool lass but please keep in touch over public channels? RUMOURS ARE BAD, TRUST.
@xxMATTGxx (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=1020);I don't think we've ever properly met eye to eye, but according to so many people our voices are pretty much the same? I think we missed out a trick on doing prank calling and acting like we're somebody we're not. Could've been a great HxL show that. I don't know what I did to offend you as I've always got the impression you've never truly liked me... But I thought you were a nice guy and clued up on a fair bit of technology which is cool. It probably has a lot to do with the fact you're the General Manager of Habbox and everyone loves having a pop at the management, me included. Just keep at what you're doing, can see you making a name for yourself with the way you're with people, keep it up and all the best man.
@FlyingJesus (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=24753); I don't know why people dislike you as you're actually quite funny, guess we have the same sense of humour except when it comes to puns lolol. Good luck with the fashion career, try to leave this forum else I'll know whose designing clothing which looks like a massive H. Try to avoid the police too, you've been doing this well so far haha.
I think I've quoted every person that needed a good message... If I've forgotten you, I'm sorry but I'd probably say along the lines of "I really liked you" or "You were a bit of an arse".
So um... Yeah, I'll pop on throughout the weekend to reply to anybody who has anything to say but after that I'm going to be focusing on my University work, my social life, my relationship & getting my finances back on track. Come January I start my Honours Project so this may well be the best thing for when that comes. If anybody wants to keep in touch, I'll be on my Twitter:
http://www.twitter.com/RyanGUK
Thanks for everything over the past few years, feel like I'm about to cry but I know this is the right thing to do. It's been emotional.
Love you all, and all the best.
So it's been a good few years on HabboxForum, made many good friends (and enemies!) but after what happened tonight, fair to say I'm done with HabboxForum now. It's done nothing but bring the worst out of me, I'm 22 & I still ***** like a teenager about people who're guilty of nothing but thinking I'm worth the time. Hell, I tell some people on the forum about wanting to get a job back at Habbox, rather than actually focus on my degree & the other aspect of my life, the real world.
Well enough's enough! It's time I moved on before a complete **** storm descends upon me. Few of you might be thinking I'm running away from my problems, but when your problems originate from a virtual game where you logging out removes yourself from the equation, is that so wrong of me? I'll let you be the judge of that.
I've enjoyed my time so much, that it wouldn't be right to go out with a bang. I need to give some thanks and some honesty to people who I've enjoyed talking to:
@Skynus (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=66909); Thanks for your support with the whole Linux loving, and letting me be a moderator on yours & Matt's Minecraft server. Not sure what possessed you to do so, I was so bad at it haha. I love the whole love-hate relationship we've got going on, sometimes I think you legit dislike me and I dunno what I might've done to affect that, but hey ho... Wish you all the best man, keep breaking stuff haha.
@Bolt660 (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=55726); Martin martin martin, you're such a top bloke. We've not talked much at all like over the past year, but you were such a pleasure to work with in the News Department & you're the nicest guy on this forum without a doubt. I've never EVER heard you say about thing about anyone, yet plenty of times I've stabbed you in the back saying things about people you've went out with. Is that my place to say? No but thought you should know that. Good luck in the future, you'll be awesome (as long as you don't break your space bar again).
@Samanfa (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=68263); You're a babe, you make me laugh so damn much,the things you come out with on the text with you & your boyfriend, it's nice to actually witness somebody who is so obviously in love. It's a shame we never got to work in the News Department, and it's an even bigger shame that we've drifted apart over the past year. Let me know if Max proposes, I'm sure he will sooner or later! He'd be stupid not to.
@Dilusionate (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=67954); I love you so damn much Phil, you giant Irish leprechaun. Loved meeting you in Ireland, was a great laugh although I now regret pulling your friend who I'll only refer to as Ginny Weasley. It's easy to sum up our relationship: FILTH. I remember when you first met your girlfriend and I'd just be cracking out questions which left you to tears. Not sure if it was funny or just the sheer bluntness of it, but I know the answer to most of those questions will be yes now, ya dawgggg. I've got you on Facebook so I won't be getting away from you, despite we always say we'll talk then never do? We're so bad... Good luck with the theatre stuff though, and enjoy Habbox whilst you can haha.
@cupcake (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=50287); Haven't actually spoken much nowadays either but think I needed to do a personal message to you. I remember when we first got chatting, you were a wee HabboxForumer and I thought it'd be a good idea to call you on a contract phone whilst you were in Ireland. BAD IDEA. I remember my contract bill coming out quite expensive, was worth it for getting to know you though. Wish you all the best with @pasta (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=15035); you two make a cute couple, wedding bells? ;) You always seem to have a smile on your face too, so yeah keep it up. Cheers.
@Inseriousity. (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=26409);You're a sarcastic sod but I like you for it. When it was you and @Alex3213, it was never a dull moment. I remember HxSS when all you two did was shout COMPS to all the unsuspecting users who just came in for a game of falling furni. They must've been a little scared by you two, two guys coming in getting aggressive over competitions haha. You're passionate about what you do though, and you're a funny bugger with the one liners you come out with. Wish we spoke a lot more, but glad we did at least. Thanks.
@:Cerys (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=75591); All of tonight I've been ignoring you, and there was a reason for it but it didn't justify the treatment. You're a funny lass, even more amusing when you say "Charlie" on Skype. We've talked a fair bit recently and it's been cool, some peeps think it's a bit creepy I'm talking to you & that I'm obv just trying to groom you or something but that ain't it. Glad that you finally kissed your boyfriend after, what was it a month? So bad. I'm sorry for the way I've treated you, sometimes I just think I'm funny when in fact I'm the only one laughing. All the best, Kermit.
@buttons (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=42203); Never really speak to you now except for when I'm making snide remarks on Twitter without any justification, shame really as you're a decent chat. I remember when I had a proper crush on you back in like what, 2007, and it all turned a bit rough after one thing led to another and a group MSN convo... You know what I'm referring to. Still, taught me a valuable life lesson that I'm glad nobody else taught me. Thanks for that, I think! You're actually lovely, you're not as active on the forum which is a shame as I think the forum could benefit from your presence. Still, might be worth getting a life. :D
@scottish (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=53890);We're gonna end up talking still so I don't know why I'm even writing you a message. You know what, do one I'm not writing you one LOL.
@Empired (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=80588); Think you know where I stand and what I think.
@dbgtz (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=28789); rice boy rice boy lol one day you will lose your v card, ONE DAY. Nah you're a nice guy to be fair, but nice guys do finish last. I hope you come on TTT more often, you're good on the banter and when we're in the helpdesk, you're a good laugh haha. I don't actually know a lot about you though, which kinda sucks tbh. Come on TTT and we'll try fix that, otherwise stay cool. :]
@Foregetfuhl (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=104248); JADE you're so cool, I've actually been a bit of an arse recently with not replying that great. Your essex accent is so damn funny, like when you get angry you just get so essex-y hahaha. I've enjoyed the skype convos we've had recently, and actually just enjoyed getting to know you. Best we go out on a high before I ruin our friendship, keep up the good work with what you're doing IRL & remember that staff bonding is key to a successful business!
@Kardan (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=3428);You're a cool guy, I'm not really sure what else to say except that. You're just a really nice, cool guy, who does everything in the name of being nice. You're not somebody who gets in arguments without knowing the facts, or even loses their cool. You are a credit to the ginger people of the UK. Hope the whole getting married thing goes well, be nice to hear from you. All the best man, you're gonna be an awesome husband.l
@lawrawrrr (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=61966); I was gonna leave you for last, perhaps for dramatic effect or just because I wasn't sure what I was gonna say. The one thing I'll say about you that's bad is that you care about people who don't seem to give a rats arse about anybody's feelings. I backstabbed you to hell on multiple occasions, but I think you knew that by now. I don't know why I did it, I don't have any motive for doing so and I don't know why I thought it'd be okay to do it behind your back & not think I'd have to confront it sooner or later. The amount of times I've betrayed your trust is ridiculous, and every time I'm like "Oh I've changed!" but who am I fooling other than myself. I don't need to grow up, I need to leave you alone & let you have a happy life without people like me inflicting pain & unnecessary stress upon you. That's the most I'll be able to do now. You're gonna be successful, don't need me to tell you that, but good luck with whatever you undertake & thanks for the memories.
@Nuxty (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=36433);Another News Reporter, and another good friend. Not sure why you came back, not sure why I haven't been in closer contact with you but again enjoy Habbox whilst you're here. You were great to work with, and I really do wish you all the best with everything you massive charmer. ;]
@orientalframe? (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=56783); We had such banter and you know it. You're another one of the girls on Habbox whose proper sound. You probs think I'm a bit of an arse sometimes, but I do wind you up to hell. Wish I got to know you a little better as you seem really nice, good luck with the hockeying and have fun in Edinburgh, it's a gorgeous city.
@Roxy (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=46824); Hullo? I'm surprised you still come on here ngl. You're one of the very few people on Habbox whose managed to put up with me. Dunno how you do it really, probably because you tell your friends IM YOUR GAY BEST FRIEND!? CHEERS BABES! Joking aside, you are like... I don't even know how to describe it, the only person on this forum who I could talk to irl and straight away feel no awkwardness because you're a mighty toffees fan and you just come across as like, so friendly. You're also a bit ditzy sometimes but that's just hilarz okay LOVE YA LOADS ROXY916 XXXX
@Rozi (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=29913); You are a babe, like I don't even know how to describe the times we've had both on Habbo and irl. You're such a lovely girl, and I'm not surprised somebody has finally snapped you up. I saw you on the chicken shop the other day, pretty sure I texted you as I was so shocked but yeah you really know how to eat your chicken gracefully? Don't think this'll be the last you hear of me. Good luck in University hun, you're gonna do fab. :]
@GommeInc (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=2339); never really see you around anymore but I remember back in the heydays of Habbox that you were a nice guy, and that despite your insane post count, you actually do have a life! Be good to know what you're up to nowadays, try and let me know somehow. Despite being my real counterpart too, the union of Ryan's will one day commence. ;]
@Yupt (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=69157); You are like, a clever me. That's supposed to be a compliment okay, but you know what I mean, we both have the same sense of humour and come out with the same dirty stuff. You're such a polite guy, and I'm sure I'll keep in touch with you one way or another! Last I heard you had a lady friend, I'm not even surprised though because you are one sly good looking chappy. Keep up the creepiness Mike, make me proud. :]
@Yuxin (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=63975); DUCKS. Nah, seriously ducks. I don't think I've ever given you credit for how smart you legit are. You come across on the forum as really stupid, but I don't think you are at all. You have an unhealthy obsession with ducks but I think you can see somebody about that. Keep in touch Gina, you're a cool lass but please keep in touch over public channels? RUMOURS ARE BAD, TRUST.
@xxMATTGxx (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=1020);I don't think we've ever properly met eye to eye, but according to so many people our voices are pretty much the same? I think we missed out a trick on doing prank calling and acting like we're somebody we're not. Could've been a great HxL show that. I don't know what I did to offend you as I've always got the impression you've never truly liked me... But I thought you were a nice guy and clued up on a fair bit of technology which is cool. It probably has a lot to do with the fact you're the General Manager of Habbox and everyone loves having a pop at the management, me included. Just keep at what you're doing, can see you making a name for yourself with the way you're with people, keep it up and all the best man.
@FlyingJesus (http://www.habboxforum.com/member.php?u=24753); I don't know why people dislike you as you're actually quite funny, guess we have the same sense of humour except when it comes to puns lolol. Good luck with the fashion career, try to leave this forum else I'll know whose designing clothing which looks like a massive H. Try to avoid the police too, you've been doing this well so far haha.
I think I've quoted every person that needed a good message... If I've forgotten you, I'm sorry but I'd probably say along the lines of "I really liked you" or "You were a bit of an arse".
So um... Yeah, I'll pop on throughout the weekend to reply to anybody who has anything to say but after that I'm going to be focusing on my University work, my social life, my relationship & getting my finances back on track. Come January I start my Honours Project so this may well be the best thing for when that comes. If anybody wants to keep in touch, I'll be on my Twitter:
http://www.twitter.com/RyanGUK
Thanks for everything over the past few years, feel like I'm about to cry but I know this is the right thing to do. It's been emotional.
Love you all, and all the best.