Richie
13-03-2015, 02:20 AM
Ok, I was going to post this in gaming but i think its better suited here (that's my mod side shining through). I'd imagine this happens with other things too but i don't notice it as much. Lets say a new game comes out, everyones hyped, we're all playing as a team, figuring out a story line / objectives. We start playing for a number of days but I can't get on for one of the days so the team go ahead and go further into the story line, then I come back on and the team offer to replay the story line, I simply couldn't, i wouldn't get enjoyment out of it. Everyone already knows what happens, so if something hilariously funny (among other things) happens, it just isn't going to be the same second time around, if that makes sense? It happens with loads of games including minecraft and I feel like a ******* **** to my mates as I can't help but feel bored as **** when replaying content they've already seen.
It's like going to see a film with a friend that they've already seen. For me, I wouldn't, it just ruins the film for me, even if they aren't throwing spoilers around. I feel like a right ***, they've already seen it I feel like they're watching it again just for me. I guess in some sense I'm worrying about their boredom levels which then in return makes me bored. Even if they wanted to see it again, it just doesn't feel right. Even if they're 100% ok with it, I'm not, I would still get bored everytime. I think I'm going mad.
It happens on habbo too, if someone has already done a maze for example then asks me to join them in doing it again, I won't just reject their offer, i'll attempt to play but get bored very quickly. Then I feel like the worst person ever lol cos I'm making them bored also by not being upbeat and 'into' it.
Most people probs think its out of spite just so my friends put everything on hold just for me but that isn't the case, I want them to go on and have fun without me but I struggle to play the game again.
I think I might be mentally ill ;l I sometimes feel like just cutting gaming out of my life as it's just something stupid and embarrassing that gets on my nerves. Anyone ever feel like this :( or have any suggestions on how to deal with something like that, it sounds weird as **** but it bugs the hell out of me.
How long do I have?
#WorstMateEver
It's like going to see a film with a friend that they've already seen. For me, I wouldn't, it just ruins the film for me, even if they aren't throwing spoilers around. I feel like a right ***, they've already seen it I feel like they're watching it again just for me. I guess in some sense I'm worrying about their boredom levels which then in return makes me bored. Even if they wanted to see it again, it just doesn't feel right. Even if they're 100% ok with it, I'm not, I would still get bored everytime. I think I'm going mad.
It happens on habbo too, if someone has already done a maze for example then asks me to join them in doing it again, I won't just reject their offer, i'll attempt to play but get bored very quickly. Then I feel like the worst person ever lol cos I'm making them bored also by not being upbeat and 'into' it.
Most people probs think its out of spite just so my friends put everything on hold just for me but that isn't the case, I want them to go on and have fun without me but I struggle to play the game again.
I think I might be mentally ill ;l I sometimes feel like just cutting gaming out of my life as it's just something stupid and embarrassing that gets on my nerves. Anyone ever feel like this :( or have any suggestions on how to deal with something like that, it sounds weird as **** but it bugs the hell out of me.
How long do I have?
#WorstMateEver