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06-10-2005, 05:11 AM
Omg, guys! I'm shocked, surprized adn happy. See, I had this best friend named Jimmy. We hung out all the time, and people were starting to say we were going out, adn we weren't we were just friends and no one would leave us alone about it... so Jimmy called me and we talked for like an hour, and when I said I had to go, he said
"wait"
And I was like what...
and he was quiet, and I was like.. what are you gonna ask me?
and he was like
"Let's go out.."
and I was silent, looking at my ceiling from my bedroom. and I was like
"what??"
and he said
"let's go out, so that Seth & Tyler will just leave us alone"
and I was like... "So you want me to tell them we are"
and he was like "yeah." so It was silent for a long time.. then he said
"Well... let's say I asked you out for real right now, would you say yes?"
"Um.. I don't know.." I said about three times when he kept asking me.
"Well... I guess I'd go out with you if like... one of us broke up, then It wouldn't be awkward around us... but I like you for your personality, not your looks" I said, making a joke out of it.
and he was like
"Well.. let's go out for real.."
and I was like "Ok.." and he said
"Then I guess were going out..." and I said
"I guess we are" then I had to hangup and "go to bed" but I couldn't sleep, this feels like a dream. Because I am ugly[B] and in 6th grade (in in 7th now) I got bullied alot. I came home crying and everything, I was depressed, because guys would ask me out "as a joke" because I was that ugly. Then I moved because my parents did not want me to go to the Middle School i'd be going to. and now... This is the first serious boyfriend Iv'e ever had!My other one (i only had one other one) kept breaking up with me because everyone teased him because he was going out with the uglist girl in the school. that was in 5th grade. But this feels like a dream... Like it's not happining. I always thought I would get that special boy.... who liked me for who I am, not how I look. and Now... I think i have, but it seemed like I wouldn't get him until college! Now, I can go to the monthly dances with him, dance with him, make jokes with him.....
[B]I feel so good.... It's the best feeling in the world, that someone... who's not your family... really cares about you....
I can't wait to go back to school on Monday!! (we're at fall break).
This happend tonight, at 11:21 p.m.!!
I appriciate you reading this and caring, All my friends are asleep and I couldn't tell anyone!!
"wait"
And I was like what...
and he was quiet, and I was like.. what are you gonna ask me?
and he was like
"Let's go out.."
and I was silent, looking at my ceiling from my bedroom. and I was like
"what??"
and he said
"let's go out, so that Seth & Tyler will just leave us alone"
and I was like... "So you want me to tell them we are"
and he was like "yeah." so It was silent for a long time.. then he said
"Well... let's say I asked you out for real right now, would you say yes?"
"Um.. I don't know.." I said about three times when he kept asking me.
"Well... I guess I'd go out with you if like... one of us broke up, then It wouldn't be awkward around us... but I like you for your personality, not your looks" I said, making a joke out of it.
and he was like
"Well.. let's go out for real.."
and I was like "Ok.." and he said
"Then I guess were going out..." and I said
"I guess we are" then I had to hangup and "go to bed" but I couldn't sleep, this feels like a dream. Because I am ugly[B] and in 6th grade (in in 7th now) I got bullied alot. I came home crying and everything, I was depressed, because guys would ask me out "as a joke" because I was that ugly. Then I moved because my parents did not want me to go to the Middle School i'd be going to. and now... This is the first serious boyfriend Iv'e ever had!My other one (i only had one other one) kept breaking up with me because everyone teased him because he was going out with the uglist girl in the school. that was in 5th grade. But this feels like a dream... Like it's not happining. I always thought I would get that special boy.... who liked me for who I am, not how I look. and Now... I think i have, but it seemed like I wouldn't get him until college! Now, I can go to the monthly dances with him, dance with him, make jokes with him.....
[B]I feel so good.... It's the best feeling in the world, that someone... who's not your family... really cares about you....
I can't wait to go back to school on Monday!! (we're at fall break).
This happend tonight, at 11:21 p.m.!!
I appriciate you reading this and caring, All my friends are asleep and I couldn't tell anyone!!