Well.. I've fancied this guy called Blacki for like.. ages! And all my mates know.. but then recently Blacki's two best mates (Batesy and Coggy) found out and.. Im sure one of them told him. Now he knows, and it's so weird between us and I hate it. Well I think it is anyway?!? But then Helena and Laura asked Batesy what Blacki said about it.. and I said that I didn't want anyone to know cos I know it'll hurt me to Helena, cos Batesy said she'll tell her on the bus.. But I still think he's told her. I know its bad.
So I text him telling him to go on msn to talk to me about it.. and I said be quick cos Im going to a football match soon. Then at 7 he text me saying Im on and I was at football =( So when I got home I asked my brother to go on and he said no. So I was like k. So when I got on I texted him but he hasnt come on. So I texted him telling Im gonna tell him in person tomorrow at the Market Place.. but Iunno if I want to I mean.. what the HELL do I say? Cos I really don't want it to ruin our relationship cos we're REALLY good mates. It's not the rejection I've been crying about.. it's the friendship that's not there anymore. =(
Helpp!
