So, I'm having a little bit of an issue.
My ex and I broke up about five days ago,
and he's already moved on to a new girl and stuff, even though we were dating for almost five months and he told me he loved me and stuff.
Well, I'm not really over it much but I've decided I really gotta get over all this and find a new guy.
So on Friday I was really just starting to decide to stop being all mopey and get out with my friends and not be all depressed, so I go to the park with my friends and one of my friends brought a bottle of vodka..
One of the things I enjoyed most about my ex boyfriend was that he kept me away from doing bad stuff - like, he helped me keep my self-control.
Well, while I was drinking I got a little buzzed, and started losing it and making out with this one guy.
This boy who was there with us - his name is Nick, and he's competely straight-edge, so he was just there watching over us,
just took a look at me and I just looked at him and suddenly I got a huge wave of reassurance like I used to with my ex-boyfriend, and I suddenly managed to regain conciousness enough to get self-control, so I decided to start saying no to the guy.
Well, this guy kept putting his arm around me and trying to get me to go into the 'dark' with him to do stuff, but i kept saying no and no and no,
and then out of nowhere Nick came up behind us and put his arm around me, pulling the other guys arm off of my neck, and steering me away.
I put my arm back around him and started saying thank you and stuff.
Well, for the rest of the night it continued that way, he would look after me if either one of my friends came onto me [which was mainly just two of them who were really wasted and turned on and wouldnt leave me alone.]
The next night [Saturday] we had a large concert festival in a town not far from ours, and I went and so did Nick.
We hung out for a while in the grass and eventually I forced him up and he was kind of laughing a bit and we ended up jokingly dancing together and stuff.
I dunno.
I dated him about two years back for a little, but we were really immature then and we didn't last long.
I really like him tbh but I don't know.
I really want to just get over my ex-boyfriend, considering he's a complete jerk now, but I don't know if it's too soon..
Plus, I don't know what I should do to get Nick.
I'm kind of ashamed of the way he saw me on Friday night, but I still really like him and want to go for it, I just don't know when or how.
Any help? :S
+Reptogoodhelps :]
