Suicide

Okay, so im 13 years old.
and i feel like commiting suicide,
my life is a wreck and im overweight.
Everyday i get called "Mosher"
i spend my entire day on my computer, i dont go outside because my friends wont.
My Grandmother died about a year ago, my brother died when he was born.

We have a holiday in september to america which worries me because i dont think i will live that long to see it.

A holiday in september is not allowed by the government or whatever, my friend told me they fine you 50 pound a day for each day your off in september which i think is a lie but that also worries me because i found out that my mum was taking anti-depressant pills, i came home found her drugged from them and rang a ambulance and my father. The whole place covered in smoke from the cooker which had been on fire because she was knocked out cooking a meal.

Anyway, she was depressed because of life, Money Everything really...

I feel worried about the holiday as my friend also said they report your mum.
As we have money problems, i keep thinking she might get put inside,
am i being over-reactive?

I need support, i feel suicidal

HELP!

Have i spoke too much?

you seriously need to talk to someone you can trust, they can help you through the toughest times.
Get some help from the experts aswell, they must deal with these sorts of cases alot, so I'm pretty sure they can help you if you find the courage to talk to them.
If you commit suicide it would have a devastating effect on your parents, who are already having a rough time.
Yes it's tough now, but you will get through it.

don't commit suicide, Life will get better.

I keep a lot of things to myself, i dont tell anybody anything. Im a quiet person that is strong and keeps it all inside. But i think im gonna burst.

okay yes your exagerating..

1) dont be selfish .. if your mum is already on anti depressants imagine what loosing another son would do to her?

2) fat people can loose weight - you just dont bother, deal with it.

3) dont like being called a mosher? change your style just becaus your friends are all moshers dosnt mean you have to be one & if they dont like the change stuff them go make some new ones. & honestly if all your friends do is sit on msn or moan around you really should make some new ones because thats worrying.

4) i think all that computer time has got to your head.. go out more smell the fresh air !!

5) they do not fine you your friends a ***** for lying.

6) lots of people die, get a hobbie or do something to deal with that.

7) get a diary or something or go somewhere! go to church tell god your problems!!!

honestly i hate people who threat to sucide + at the end of the day theres kids that are starving, getting beaten or much worse off that would kill to have your life.

so stop threating and deal with the issues you have honestly.

Stop Fretting. CHange your style. Gain confidence. Find a talent and focus on it. I began learning piano when i was in a situation like yours (Not as bad tho, ill admit) and whenever things started up again, id just sit. Full blast, headphones on. and play to myself and truly get sucked into it. and i found that helped alot because it was your own way of getting away from the world
Goodluck, and dont die, because loosing another child will make your mum even worst and hten what might happen??

Edited by Jaiisun (Forum Moderator): Posts merged due to accidental double post.

look, if things are really that bad they can only get better

use www.teenhelp.org, you may get better help there.

Wow, where do you live? I haven't heard the word Mosher in years.

Things will get better, may take some time, but they will get better.
I had a tough time at school, but once I left and went to college things got much better, so in other words, at school its full of immature *****.

Your only 13, so I don't think your depressed at all. Around 13, you start getting more emotions, so I think its new emotions which make you think your depressed.

Sadly I'm not an expert in this sort of thing, but like cocaine said, visit www.teenhelp.org. There are more experts there :P

I hope things get better for you, and I'm sure they will, but one thing... Do not commit suicide.

Suicide causes more problems than it solves and as N-Dubz said, it is selfish of you to think that, considering yours mums state at the moment.

Just find a hobby really, and it's a bit bad of your mum to book a trip to America (which is quite costly) for September when everyone knows that's one of the important months of the school year :P I'm amazed your school hasn't told her to cancel it! If you're worried about your mum, support her and take her places like the cinema, or maybe other places like London or any cities that are nearby with a few tourist attractions for you to see. Doing nothing will of course make people depressed, but doing something together doesn't.

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Originally Posted by N-Dubz

okay yes your exagerating..

1) dont be selfish .. if your mum is already on anti depressants imagine what loosing another son would do to her?

2) fat people can loose weight - you just dont bother, deal with it.

3) dont like being called a mosher? change your style just becaus your friends are all moshers dosnt mean you have to be one & if they dont like the change stuff them go make some new ones. & honestly if all your friends do is sit on msn or moan around you really should make some new ones because thats worrying.

4) i think all that computer time has got to your head.. go out more smell the fresh air !!

5) they do not fine you your friends a ***** for lying.

6) lots of people die, get a hobbie or do something to deal with that.

7) get a diary or something or go somewhere! go to church tell god your problems!!!

honestly i hate people who threat to sucide + at the end of the day theres kids that are starving, getting beaten or much worse off that would kill to have your life.

so stop threating and deal with the issues you have honestly.

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agree with all of that ^

you're only 13, don't be so stupid.