Missing mum..

hi, tomorrow (sat) my mam is going all the way down to birmingham for a wedding fair, which is 4 hours away from where we live. she's going @ 6am and be there for 10. only problem is, i miss her alot. i mean when shes at work i am getting worked up in case sumit happens, i am 14 and just started to feel like this, my nan died 2 years ago this crimbo..

So i want to go with my mam to the wedding fair, only prob is, there might not be a ticket left when we get down, since they pre booked..

How can i deal with myself tomorrow, they wont be back until like 8pm ..

You need to calm down. I am sure your mum will be perfectly fine

Nothing is going to happen don't worry it's not tomorrow yet so you have no need to be worried you'll be ok

Just ring her when she's there. Obviously not during the wedding though.

you need to learn to be responsible and to look after yourself. You're 14, you should be able to, you'll have to learn sometime!

" Wedding Fair " not wedding.

Buttons, i understand what ursaying but i aint a socialable person. i am a big worryer, my head thinks about every outcome (or most).

which is very annoying!!

i know!! i used to worry when my mum was out late and i'd stay up all night waiting for her. just get a few dvds out for when she's away, something to keep you occupied and enjoy the time you have to yourself :P

i aint on my own, i'm with my 'soon to be' step dad, mark.

hes ok, i want to go to the cinema but i know he wont take me.

tbh i used to be scared when my mum went out, i jsut stuck on HL2 and played it, its not ment to be scary but it does freak me out time to time, i think its because its like a "intense game" if you know what i mean, you jsut dont know whats behind the next corner.

But yeh ihave a think about scaring myself for some reason o.o

But yeh, dont worry about it, find somit else like a horror movie to scare you that much it wont make you think about your mum... :P

how is ******** myself going to help the situation?

also, i am going to ask again if i can go down.