Opening Up

These last couple of days have been hell for me ive just be told by my mum she is going into hospital for surgery.
and lately i haven't had much support through my friends in real or on habbo one by one i'm being told by friends to leave them alone after ive done so much for them.
I feel all alone i feel like my very soul is bee taken from me even the volunteer work that i do for the church doesn't get my mind of things ive tried so hard but never had someone say sit with me or come talk with me and ill listen to what you have to say and give you advice.

Latetly its been hard as i do miss my very good friend chris who killed himself last year wish he was around still.
the reason i came back to habbo was to escape my life to create a virtual one because my life now has been stresssful its hard to find peace these days find someone willing to listen

so i write this post not in sympathy but in thought that maybe someone might be able to understand the things ive been going through latetly.

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Aw...I fully understand what your getting at here..If you need some support or a friend pop up to me at anytime.No one deserves to suffer in this way...x

Why did your friend kill himself? I don't know much about your situation.. I mean I have no real friends (or family) but I feel content on my own. I have a girlfriend who is very supportive but I feel confident I could get by on my own.

All I know is turning to a virtual world to get away from things is not a good idea. It's not solving anything.. Life is only going to get more stressful, so you need to be able to cope now to prepare you well for the future.

Best of luck, Zak.

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Zak is exactly right^ You should never turn to the internet if your life starts going downhill, you just get stuck in a rut and can't leave again. Perhaps try taking up a sport you really really love or go jogging or something? This can really take your mind off things and exercise makes you much happier anyway!

Talk to the people around you, they will listen even if you don't feel like they are.

My friend killed himself because of his ex she used him and made him feel like no one loved him.

i buried him 2 days before my birthday
i haven't been the same since
its hard to pass alll the crap in my life

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Originally Posted by Giarrusso

My friend killed himself because of his ex she used him and made him feel like no one loved him.

i buried him 2 days before my birthday
i haven't been the same since
its hard to pass alll the crap in my life

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I understand that it must be very hard for you. Take comfort in the fact that a lot of people have it worse off than yourself and your friend - You may as well make the most of life mate. Don't dwell on things, try and look on the brightside.. you only get one afterall :)

Take it from me, I've been playing games for a long time and though I haven't been through the misfortunes you have.. I regret wasting so much of my childhood playing games all day!

Though these guys are saying it's not so good to turn to a game or whatnot, I think it's good you have something to immerse yourself in and to distract you. Life sucks sometimes! I've definitely felt like giving up too.. But I've stuck with it and I have an amazing guy in my life and he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. About time.. It'd been 15 years haha!
Basically, the days do seem hard and I wont lie, some will be. You gotta be prepared for that.
One day though, something will come. It may be tiny, or big. But you gotta learn to appreciate everything in life. I was scared of death, but sometimes I thought it was the only solution, but it's really not. And even now I have bad days. But it's the good things that get me through, and you'll find that!

If you need to talk, I'm here! :)