When you loose someone you love.

I know how you feel Glitz. In the past 3 years I have lost my Grandma(Mum's Mum), Papa(Mum's Dad) and my Grandpa(Dads Dad) I lost my Granny when I was young. It took a really bad affect on me. I ended up locking myself in my room just crying for upon hours.

I still can't forget my Papa's funeral as it was the day before my 13th birthday =[ My Grandma's death took the most affect on me as she lived in the room beside me for about a year and I was so used to seeing her everyday.

My Papa was kept in over Christmas and New Year. That wasn't a very happy Christmas and New Year =[

One night she fell, it was about 3am and I was going to the toilet when I heard her crying for help. She was taken to hospital and that was the last time she was in the house. As she left the house she said to my Dad, "Bob(My Dad) I guess I won't be having a sherry for New Year." She laughed like she was all happy going to hospital. Found out she had a broken pelvis but sadly her condition was going from bad to worse. It was a Wednesday and I came home from school to find my Mum crying to find out that she sadly passed away. My parents knew she was gonna go but never told me. I still cry every month to remember my last Grandparents and hearing that 1 last line I heard my Grandma said before leaving the house in my head over and over again. I have never been the same since my Grandma's death and I find myself feeling quite down most of the time even during school. I just hope I don't have to suffer another funeral, but the way it is going my Dad ain't gonna see me getting married :'(

Thanks for letting me post my views and I apologise if what I said upsets you in any way. :(