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Garion has given you some really good advice, he's right. I just want to add a few things to what he recommends.
It does take time to get over someone close dying but time does heal us. I like you lost my aunt a few years ago now, my three little cousins lost their mummy. She was amazing, funny kind and just great to be around, and that's how I try to remember her on a very positive note, happy times, happy memories.
You obviously love your grandad, why not do something for him today, make a nice card or similar. I'm sure that will go a little way today to making you feel a bit better :)
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Your mum is right - your a teenager and your hormones make you annoyed at everything sometimes. I get like that and I hate it - I like to think in my mind that I'm about 30 (I refer to my girlfriend at the time as "the wife" and I moan about modern music) but my moodiness really gives it away.
I suppose the stress of your auntie and your granddad are aiding it, and you should really tell your mum/headteacher about the bullying. Just try to think ahead and positively - everything will be alright sooner or later.
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I wasn't in a situation like yours but last year-ish, I felt depressed, not to the point of thinking suicidal or threatening people, I just had a short temper and couldn't be bothered with doing things. I moved on, and it was just a quick phase. I hope it'll be the same for you.
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I get really angry at the slightest things. Ive been really agressive recently, feel like punching someone. My poor brother usually gets it. Anyway anger should go but I don't have any advice for you about your Gramps srry.