Sometimes self diagnosis can act in the same way ashoroscopesdo also, they say somethingminusculethat everyone has at least felt once to make the readers believe, I didn't realise you self diagnosed this when I first read it.
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If you look hard enough you'll probably find over 20 different things you could have that match your symptoms
stop trying to google your problems
Yeahdefinitely see someone like a doctor or as you said one of the collegecouncilors. They'll be able to guide and help you. You said about not wanting to go to the doctor due to you not wanting your mum finding out, doctors keep things confidential even if it's a family doctor. They will only tell your mum if you want them to.
Best of luck.