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get a plane ticket then get a roomQuote:
Originally Posted by Ms.Aquamarine
i don't really get negative things said to my face luckily so most the comments i remember are positive
my mum telling me she wishes she'd never had me a few years ago when her mental health was at its worst
my dads new girlfriends comments that I'm 18, so don't need my dad anymore
also probs being asked if i was pregnant in year 10 because im not exactly skinny
positive, someone yesterday said that when I used to be at college with them, they could be having the worst day and I'd be the one person to put a smile on their face
today a girl from my church said that im so strong and she admires me and that she's proud of me because I carry on.
the number one thing that will always stick with me is my grandad saying he was so proud of me to nurses and my dad 2 days before he died, he said it previous to me too so when im feeling down i just think of him saying that. he also said that life is for the living. it meant a lot to me cos my grandad never told me that he loved me, as he was brought up with men don't have emotions, men don't cry etc.
there are probably a few negative like
things like my stepdad saying me n char wrecked his life will probably stick
but most negative i can just brush off now cos hi i dnt care
the one i can think of was a positive and it was a year ago i was wlking home from school and a guy goes to me
"idk how you do it gina?? you are so happy and dont care bout what anyone thinks or what people do" and people commenting saying that am always laughy or happy or smiley or whatev just stuff like that are comments that will stick with me because its stuff i probably dont notice and when people do point it out to me it just gives me more of a reason to maintain it
When I first started secondary school I had to deliver a speech in English. When I was stood at the front of the class someone said 'He has bigger boobs than most girls!' The whole class laughed. It sounds stupid but I've been insecure about my weight ever since. I'm not even that bad and that was 8 years ago.
I get this more from my family than anyone else or maybe only from my family hmm...they're not very nice to me about my weight and it makes me really self conscious because I know I'm not overweight so I'm always paranoid even though I know I'm not "fat" :(