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Originally Posted by Wolverine
Awww I Dunno If Other Has Said This "Cba Reading Hole Of The Thread"
Awww Some People Are So Attention Seeking FFs Ur Mum Has Enough On Her Plate ,,, U Dieing Eint Gonna Fhking Help... Geeez..
If U Say "Ur Commiting Suicide Or W.e And No1 Can Help U... Why Post On A Forum Just Go Fhking Do It" [ Which U Probly Eint Got The Gutts To Obviously If Ur Life Is Soo Rubbish..Geez... This Eint Being Nasty Or Enything But Sometimes People Are There Own Enimies
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Originally Posted by Tyed
Huh?
Well the pars I understood made sense.
Though thas what everyone keeps sayin.
But yes... It IS rather attention seeking.
Thas annoying when people do that, GAH LADY/MAN...
Go get help... :rolleyes:
Umm, 2 things written all ovet this;
1. Attention seeking
2. Fake
Ahem,
Hiet
My mom knows now, she was ... understanding.. *that took me around 5 minutes to think of the word and write it* I meant i told her about my selfharm carrying on, she thought it stopped.. ill proberley tell her about my suicide thoughts later on.. like later later on, just what if she puts me in one of those hospitals? i dont wonna go ther, ive always been scared of that place from what ive heard/seen. Im sorry i thrown it in your faces, but yeah im stubborn that way. When i read over the posts, i seen that most of you were using reverse physcoligy.. *doesnt work on me* I always know what someones tryin to do if they use it, i dont attetion seek, ive been doing this for 5 years now, and i DONT attetion seek, i just wanted to talk to someone, and not feel as lonely as i felt. Why do you think i cut myself privatly? Ive NEVER cut infront of ANYONE, only one time on cam when i had auto accept on, and another time infront of my mom which proberley shocked her i was just angry with her and cut my hand infront of her, she looked so scared of me, but u know we made up we hugged, and all that.
So now, ive lost my bestest friends, they hate me.
But after all, its just a pc right? Their not exactly REAL friends like proper real life friends.. Im sorry if this thread made out it was 'fake' and 'attetion seeking', but i never lie, if i did lie, i would of thought of a better lie than this, i dont think anyone would lie about suicide, not even the evilest person on earth, its just sick.. i mean pretending your gonna kill urself, people would be really worried about you if u just said: Im killing myself and then go off the pc and just laugh and u know.. sick. Thanks for everyones support/help/posts im sorry if i wasted your time on this, i suppose i need to find something that keeps me here... I mean if ive been here for 13 years, i can find a reason to be here for another 13 years, ect ect.
Thanks again everyone, im really grateful.
I hope i didnt make any off you give a negative thought off me.
DUDE!
Im so glad you told ur mum :]
And she was understanding?
Brilliant!
Of course you can think of something...
I mean what is it you REALLY REALLY wanna be?
Try thinking about that, it helps ALOT!
and I mean, are you and ur mum ok?
And if ur friends arent ur friends anymore then they werent true friends to begin with and you dont even need them. :]
You sorta sounded.... happier in that post?
Or was that just me?
Things can only get better - remember the song !
She was understanding.. i couldnt believe it though, i just wanted to hug her and cry cause the truth finally came out, she said to me:
She would be extremley upset if i had commited suicide, she asked me if i would of commited suicide like would i do it, i said.. yes..
she almost started crying, and she said please dont do it, i love you, i started crying cause shes never actually said that for a long time, I mean we say it at night cause if something happens the last words she has of me or i have of her is sayin love you or i love you.. (sensative), but recently she hasnt really been sayin it, so i bursted into tears and she said do u wont me to take u to hospital so u can talk to someone? i said no.. but shes gonna get in contact with my social worker, ill tell her the truth.. like in full detail cause i said to my mom:
Mom.. i think i have depression because i keep wanting to commit suicide, and wanting to kill myself
she said its proberley just you at home because its been a long time
i said no.. ive been feeling this way since my first attempt (3 years ago)
her face was almost broken.. she thought id got over it, but when i told her, i felt a vibe.. as if she was about to say go away or something but she didnt, she was their for me and she said she would arrange an appointment with my social worker, so as usual i went in here, played music and just cried, i dont know why.. emotions.. lots of them aswell.
Me and my mom are okay now, since shes got depression she understands what im going through, if i have depression (ill proberley be examined by a physcoligist if i do tell my social worker this) ill get through it.. ill just fight it, i mean my mom has right? and shes gone through this for around 9 years now, and with everything shes been through, im sure i can do it aswell.
I did sound happier in that post as it worked out well.. i was just relieved i told her.
Your right aswell about the friends part, they werent true in the first place, thanks for everything :)
Thanking:
Depression!, Katrina, JackHB, Onizuka, Chaz-, Nikkee, Habboshost.com, HotelMental, Pulchritudinous and -:Undertaker:- for your care and support through this time. Especially Nikkee, thanks so much!
Sarah
Awww!
You are so very welcome.
I'm glad you and your mum are ok.
Yay, I'm kinda glad if I did actually manage to help :]
And it looks like things are gonna be ok for you now.
Real good.
:]
Good luck with it.
I hate to say this, but I think this is all made up. It sounds too *fake.*
If it isn't, well done for talking to somebody and not taking "the easy way out"
Thats your opinion saiteko, but only I know whats happening, and i know whats fake and whats true.
And this is not fake, if it was fake, id be pretty sick in the head to lie like this.
Ask antony04, he has seen my selfharm on cam before, and he KNOWS for a fact that i dont lie about my selfharm/suicidal thoughts - If he knows im suicidal.
Nik, u really did help me, aswell as loads of others, im really grateful, i was just wanting advice on what to do, since i wanted someones opnion on it.
And i guess i got what i wanted, anyway me and my mom are gonna go watch tv now, Nikk, ill Pm you about something. x
Thanks everyone.
Also, thanks antony for all you've done.
Sarah
I'm sorry, but it does sound a bit like your an attention seeker.Quote:
Originally Posted by -Illusions.
Well, i SEEK advice, not attetion sorry.
I dont exactly go on cam to people and slit my wrists, or go to everyone OMG IM GONNA CUT MYSELF WANNA WATCH? ;l
I just seek advice, my friend antony has seen my cuts on cam before because he didnt exactly believe me at first, until i shown him, and obviously hes now helping me.
Plus i PM'd you about it, i DONT seek attetion, why the hell do you think i cover my cuts? and cut away from people? I seeked advice on here, and i got it, and now im gonna be talking to people to get me help.
If thats named attetion seeking, then i spose im an attetion seeker.
I dont know how you feel but im not being insensitive but Self-harming is a form of Attention seeking
Look i hope everything works out for your though
Selfharm is NOT a form of attetion seeking, jesus crist were do u people get this crap? selfharm is a coping mechanism, selfharm is a way to release anger on urself, selfharm is done PRIVATLY and COVERED UP after cutting urself/burning urself/harming urself, i dont see how thats attetion seeking, maybe you should RESEARCH selfharm and get ur facts right before posting stupid pathetic posts on here.
self harm is what people to do when they're depressed, it's not attention seeking if you don't tell anyone, but if you do what my friend does and show every one, then you're attention seeking.
Well done on cheering up a little, I agree with your mum you should be back in school, not just for social reasons but educational reasons too of course!
I hope you have stopped cutting yourself now and if not please stop because you'll seriously regret it later on in life.
I havent stopped cutting myself because its addictive, and its given me too much from the past, ill never learn if i dont do it myself, i cant stop, its just too hard, but good news is i havent cut for a few days now.
That is not true, many self harmers do not go around showing there wrists to everyone, they will cover them up and try hiding them.Quote:
Originally Posted by кιяѕтι™
If they are doing it for attention seeking then you need to ask yourself why, they must be calling out for help to be doing that.
Unless they are just that pathetic to do it to try and get attention and there is nothing wrong with them.
Do you really think suicide is the answer? Well if you do .. I can just tell you. Your wrong! Like many people have said, your family would be so hurt if you did. Its a really selfish thing to do, I know I may sound mean saying that but its the truth and one time you have got to face it. It may seem like your life is wasting away, but because your young. You won't understand how much you have got ahead of you. I used to self harm myself, I was only 14-15 .. but I had to face what would happen to me in the future if I carried on. You need to get help, you said the pro quit on you. But have you been again? Have you had a different doctor? You need to seek help immediately. Try calling childline, read magazines, they can help. Send in your problem to the magazine, they will say all the same things we have said on this forum. So do the things we've told you. Your going to blow your self esteem right down to 0 if you carry on putting yourself down. When you eventually get to go back to school, hold your head up high and don't let them bullies taunt you or whatever the pathetic children are doing. Tell your head or a teacher in a private room, where nobody else can bother you at school. Somewhere where you can actually feel safe to let out your history like you have on here. They WILL understand. Join a group, go to clubs. If you have an activity outside school that can take your mind off all the things that have been happening to you. Try buying a punch-back or have something that you can smash up time and time again, to release your anger if you have any to let out. It really does work, trust me. I've been there, I've done that. Talk to your mum about how you feel, shes your mother, she will understand. Tell her all the affects that can happen to her if she carries on drinking, and that its really upsetting you - your thinking that something bad could happen to her if she carries on. Because deep inside, I'm sure thats what your thinking. When you join groups or after school clubs [e.g Youth Club] there will be more people there for you to have a chat with, get to know people. You will make friends more easily that way. So hold your head up high and look on the bright side of things. I really truely, hope I helped. Good luck! -Emmy <3
Well, I am glad you have re-thought your decision -Illusions.
Your next aim now is to try and stop cutting yourself and you said you have not done that for a few days, well done. To be fair, to stop addictions, you normally need encouragement. I am also glad that you and your mum have come to understandings with eachother. Going through what you have gone through is the worst thing is a teenager's life. In your first post, you said something about being called a mistake. Well, that term used in that context was out of order and very self-fish.
I dislike some of the posts made from some users, about the attention seeking and "I don't care if you die". I guess it shows that some users here don't have respect for others. Although they may be your own opinions, they are better off in your head than one a forum!
This sort of reminds me from the US move, "Thirteen", which is about a girl who goes through many changes and has this scenario like you did. I leave one message and that is that...
"No matter what situation you are in, bad or worst, you don't think upon the decision of taking your own life but live your life not by the past but by the present in which you will overcome the bad situation which haunts you".
Remember the famous quote and you will overcome everything. My respect goes out to you -Illusions.
suicide is contagous
thats... thats actually a very good quote... and sayin im a mistake isnt selfish, as my mom tells me im a mistake. my sister says the first 2 years without me were perfect, and im responsable for EVERYTHING that goes wrong. Ur post was... comforting Arisham, thanks.. anyway, im going to my dads house for a break tommorow/today, so that should do me good, but all depends, hes still the brainwashing lying stealing cheating father he always was.
Bye everyone, ill post next monday when im back and tell you how it went <3
suicide is jus a sign that you are week
you say that your mum has alot on her plate and you dont want to bother her but jus think how she would feel if she lost you aswell!!!
you dont want to give her more stress because if you commit suicide now then it is just selfish !
if you want to fight the depression and if you want tohings to get better then your gonna have to stay strong and ask for help and accept any help that you are given
look i hope it turns out ok for you and please dont take your life because things will get better!
xx
woof
we still going over this? :P
thought everything was ok
gah
suicide doesnt mean you're weak
don't kill yourself
blah blah blah
look at us on a forum trying to help
blah
LIVEEEE :]
Well.. im not going to broadcast what i did last week, a couple of people know, but one seen it happen, but im alright, im doing a bit better than before, im getting help too. :) So im glad about that, we can stop posting now, this is like a month old or something. lol... anyway take care all, cya.
Post if you want to reply to this, not anything else, because its pointless, im getting help, and i thank you all for encouraging me in a way. Even though the recent incident clenched i needed help, and i did so, and everyone realiesed my true feelings, and everything.
So now my mom/sister is worried about me, and their ... kind off spending more time with me, and my sister is hugging me, saying she loves me, talking to me more, stuff like that. I think shes more worried than my mom, but i can tell her about my thoughts and selfharm because she understands me better than my mom. :)
Thats a plus.
Well, i should get some sleep, or try too, sleeping patterns are ruined once again. :( Bye.x