My Father Died...

I'm sorry for your loss and I can really understand what you're going through.

My grandma died last year after battling Alzheimer's. It was so horrible, she couldn't recognize us in the last days of her life.. and when she died.. she looked so peaceful... The face I had never seen before, as she spent most of her life in depression.

There's nothing much we can do when our dear ones leave us. Hope you move on.

RIP

My dads funeral was Monday. And we berried his ashes on the Wednesday. Went good, a lot of our damily from wales came down, and everyone I knew who were friend's with my dad came. We don't know how he died yet, should do soon though.

It's been awhile since I posted here. But I'm just posting to say the inquest was today, and it was indeed a drug overdose.

My grandmother died three years ago due to diabetes and hepatitis C. Well, she suffered a lot and I used to give her medicines. Trust me. There were 10+ pills to be taken every morning. And you know what's the saddest part? She's illiterate and worked as a caretaker to raise 5 kids. One day, she was working at a hospital and accidentally contracted the Hepatitis C virus. She died peacefully. I'm more relieved that she was dead. I wouldn't wanna see her suffer. And then there was my uncle. Well, he's an alcoholic. Always come back to his house drunk and didn't give a **** about his kids. Died last year but he was a nice guy after all. Then, there's my aunt who died of lung cancer. I visited her once when she got lung cancer and it was very hard to look at her. She was like a dried up cucumber. Lost a lot of weight and was very very very weak. But hey. There's a reason why all of this happened. We just gotta move on with our life and I do hope you'll feel better. Probably felt a lot worse than I did but it's not easy. :'(
May his soul rest in peace.

It's good to post your emotions anonymously on here, as its a good place to vent where you can ignore posts if you wish.

I am extremely sorry for your loss :( It must be a horrible feeling. It's as case of, once your hooked, your hooked and like you said, there isn't much your dad could have done to stop it apart from attempt to take less and less. It just didn't work :(

I hope things get better for you and your life turns out well!

Take care :) x