it's 3 years today since like, the 'depression' i had reached its peak, and i thought i'd been proper better recentely & ****.
but i just feel so negative right now, i rly just want to hurt something or someone. it's not that my life is bad right now, i just keep losing people & it ****** me off cause i don't know what i keep doing wrong?
and i feel stressed cause of my parents. they're expecting a*'s from my gcses, but i'm not going to get them, and i feel like i'm letting everyone down. even though i'm trying my best?
anyone got any like stress relief ideas?
there's no point talking to my parents about not getting really high grades, because i tried it last week and my mom called me "a lazy *****."
mehh (: help? aha.

