Help me... Please

I don't know where to post this in relationships or here.

Well... I'm crying writing this, and you guys are the last resort ive turned too.

I'm just going to be blunt with this as I don't know how else to put it.
My girlfriend who I love so much (Im 17 so dont give me ******** about I dont know what love is) has passed away. She had been ill for the past week and she sufferd from breathing problems she passed away in her sleep.

And I just don't want this pain, I don't know how to stop it. Other people in my life have died but nobody that meant as much to me as she did.

I know people will say theres others out there, but I need her.
I had never felt the way I felt and still do about her I truly love her and I told her that I would never stop loving her which I wont.

I have no idea what to do I have turned to my friends, turned to my parents spoken to hers and i just have no idea what to do.

So im going to stop there as its taken me like an hour to type this because i cant stop crying.

Thank you for reading.

EDIT: And before some of you **** heads say that im looking for attention you can all go **** yourselves.

Edited by ---MAD--- (General Manager): Thread closed to avoid further arguments.

1st thing im sorry for your loss and what I woul o is think about all the good times you with her so basicly she still with u

thats a terrible thing to go through, especially at your age. no-one can imagine that unless they go through it, so i have no idea what you are feeling.

im sorry for it yeah, and i think habsafe put it perfectly - all the good times, and she will always be with you.

i suck at advice so ill leave lyk, but im sure it will pull through in the end. all the best.

I spose thats all i can do now. Just remember her but it upsets me that all she is going to be is a memory now.

Also when your in collage or 6 form or wt ever in public if somthing reminds you of her and u want to cry an u want to keep it in just cry, and talk to your mates they will be there to support you

I've broken up from college now untill I go back.

I just feel like crap at the moment.
Her friends are trying to cheer me up but nothins working I just need her.

wow im sorry man....... just think of happy times you had together :)

I will, thanks.

My condolences man. I know this girl she was like my best friend and she passed away. I know how it feels. Did she have a disease or something? I find it odd just not waking up if your kind of old. The doctor didn't prescribe anything?

No, she normally felt ill and tired all the time.

This past week she had been feeling extremly ill and she wanted some "me time"
I wanted to be there for her but i thought it would be best to leave her be for a few days.

I was going to ring her tonight and see if she was ok and then I got told that she passed away while she slept today.