Ive just been really upset, i mean there's been a few deaths lately, One of my best mates, and other people, just been really..upset! I mean I just feel like my best mates ever, hate me.. Im literally depressed..
I dont know how this has all happened if im honest with you.
Me and someone who i've been BEST mates with since forever.. Well today, we was all out and then my best mate [Girl no.1] was ignoring me, We were at the library on the pc's cos holidays are boring..:rolleyes: And well we was all talking on msn, and then when i tried to talk to her.. She well..ignored me, and when i spoke on msn she said shhhh! I asked why she said coz, so i did! But then i felt like.. she was saying to my other friend girl no.2 something via msn, i didnt know what it was, but i had this feeling that they was just gonna run off and leave me, anyway, i logged off at the same time as girl no.2, and we looked at the displays (As i was in them) And well i tried to talk to girl no.1, but it was awkward</3 I mean i was upset alot, cos she's been girl no.1's been my best mate for ages. and our friendship means so much to us, and anyway, later on i got a text, about 2 hours ago, saying OMG! Girl no.2 has just told me your not my mate!
So when I got home i went on msn, and i was talking to her, and i suppose i was a bit jealous but i was angry! And we kinda fell out, but then 10 minutes later she unblocked me and she said she was sorry, i didnt get it till 5 minutes later and she went a wee bit moody in my opinion.. And well im just upset.. What do I do?
I've been feeling really depressed lately, my best mates moving away soon, I dont feel like girl no.1 and no.2 tell me anything, I dont feel like anyones my mate anymore, i dont feel like anyone trusts me or wants to tell me anything, cos apparantly something happened to girl no.2 and she's afraid about it so thats why girl no.1's msn names like I'll be there for you! And other stuff! But now im just REALLY upset, over the edge, i've been crying for a while now, trying to get over it, but im really depressed and i dont feel like doing anything except cry..
Please help cos im really upset, +Rep for helpful and appreciated comments:( Im just really upset..
