Originally Posted by
micky.blue.eyes
Talking to your parents is the first step to take, they'll probably understand it and help you, so your home will be a place to relax, not a place to get yelled at.
Once your parents are suportive it's time to look for solutions for the troubles at school. If it's really bad at school you might want to change school, a fresh start, new friends, nothing to remind you of the old days.
The things you just mentioned aren't your fault, it's not your fault that your friend started smoking, it's not your fault your cousin doesn't want to talk to you anymore, it's not your fault that your brother is in the hospital because of drugs, you were trying to help them, get them off the drugs and to repair the relationships, you're a very good person and it's stupid that the other people didn't accept your help. Stop thinking it's your fault, because it's not.