I want my old life back :{.
Well, this is a very long story.. so I'll try to cut it short :}.
So, I lived in Cheshire which is in the UK near Manchester for all my life, I was popular in primary school I guess, but then I started High School and for grade 7 everything was cool, people liked me and stuff so yeah :] I was happy, but then In grade 8 People started to become stereotypical and people always laughed at me for the way I dressed and my hair etc, but that didn't bother me at all muhc, because I had my friends and they meant the world to me, especially Soph (my best friend). So yeah My life was fine at that part, although school was pretty crap, I still managed to survive the day :]. As I mentioned my friends meant the world to me, I would of gone up town every weekend with them and done things etc as the summer holidays started, so well yeah I knew Soph (my best friend) for about... 7 years and my other friends for less than a year, but I still knew that they were good, and I know it makes me sound like I have not many friends, but yeah Im not popular and don't want to be as they're all s****.
3 or 4 Weeks passed through the summer holidays & I knew I was moving to Australlia, I knew it would be hell moving and I wouldn't ever forget my life in the UK, although I hated the UK I liked my life there, so well yeah, I was prepared to accept when my parents asked if I wanted to move there that final time, Because if I said no we wouldn't of gone because my sister wanted to stay in the UK. So I said goodbye to all my friends on the last dayI saw them, It was so sad, I never told anyone this, but I cried for like hours after that, sounds pretty gay, but how would you like it Lol. So the next morning we had everything packed for about a week before that so we went to the airport and we were finally leaving, I felt sad but excited as I'd never been to Australlia before, anyway the Plain journey took about 24 hours and when I arrived to me it looked HORRIBLE. But the next day when it was light I went out to look around and I realised it wasen't so bad, so the weeks passed by and I knew that I would have to start a new school soon which worried me the most but I was okay about it I guess.
So I started school and made friends pretty easy :}, they seemed good at the time, so yeah I was once again happy, although they weren't half as good as my old friends. So I thought I fit in and everything so yeah I was happy, as I thought people in australlia wren't chavs and stuff so I was pretty happy. That was until everyone started turning against me and apparently I split up friend ship groups when I started school, but that didn't last long and I finally have friends now, ones that I can trust.
I was still upset about my old friends, but I was begining to get over it, so I finally settled in in the country and I was really happy and loved my new life. But then It kinda stopped, my sister left to go back to the UK and I really miss her, my parents started arguing really bad sometimes and school turned bad, although I still had my friends. Well here is where the problem starts:
About 4 days ago this guy added me on msn from my school and said "I HATE U" so I questioned who it was and stuff and I found out it was this guy from school, and he just generally started insulting me calling me a goth and stuff, and then when I saw him in school he was alot taller than me, and he said he was going to beat me up with all his friends, but I ignored this tihnking he was being pathetic, but today after school I was walking home and my friend ashley (she's one heck of a true friend) ran up to me behind me and said don't look back and just walk quickly and when you get around the corner run. So we got around the corner and ran to a safe distance and into the library haha, and she told me that this guy and 13 of his friends (all much taller than me) were following me and were going to beat me up on the way home. I think this is really pathetic but it's really worrying me, as he's going to follow me home every day with his friends, next wekk will be fine as my older brothers in school and he can walk with me, but yeah friday will be bad afterschool if he sees me. I don't want to tell my mum, or a teacher, Im going to leave it a week and see if it continues and if it does I'll tell the deputy principle and get her to sort it out which I think is right to me.
But life just doesn't seem like it used to be, it's not an easy thing to explain and it's very hard to express how I feel through writting, but I just wish everything was back to normal.
