I just wrote this.. tell me what you think, or if you can relate to anything I have said, thanks.
Why oh why?
Why do these things happen?
What are the purpose in problems?
Things used to be so easy,
it used to be so fun when I laughed,
smiled and played all day long..
I had friends, and I was liked..
people didn't mind me, and I
was happy.. happy as a child
can be, things have changed
but why oh why have they?
All they do now is tease me,
they don't understand how
much these things mean
to me.. they think I'm some
sort of freak.
If they knew why
I act different than them, they
wouldn't have the cheek, but
sometimes things just get so
hard.. life gets tough, no one
seems to care.. although they
may, why do I keep feeling
this way?
I'm on my way to
getting better, although things
still get to me.. and I can't
change the way people think..
I just want my life back, I want
to be happy.. and full of love,
I want my mum and dad.. I
want my family back, things
are so hard without someone
to talk to.. people wonder why
I have no common sence, but
they don't know the half of it..
I can't tell them how I feel, these
people are mean; they would just
rip my heart out, I tell the nice lady,
she helps me.. she gets me through,
we talk for hours.. seems like she's
the only one who understands.
Sometimes
I think she's against me, like I think
everyone else is.. even if they're not..
it's not as easy for me to think I'm liked.
Just, please.. make these things go
away, make me be normal again..
Is it so much to ask?
