k wut am i ?

iunno if im bi or gay. i like gay and a certin stright adult films. the certing stright one is **** and i mostly focuse on the mans penis. i dont find my self looking at guys in real but i dont know if its beacuse ive tryed to hide behind a shell all my life pretending i didnt have these feelings and saying i had others. and i find my self looking at girls but iunno if this is becuase ive gone threw life saying i like only girls. i have done gay forplay but that farest ive been with a lad and i aint gone no where with a girl as i dont have connfidence enough yet coz of way ive shut my self off from the world coz of my bullying threw skool. im 18

help please. :(

straight

We cant tell you "what you are" thats your choice in the end.
do you still find yourself sexually attracted to men?
do you still find yourself sexually attracted to women?

like i said i find my self gettign more truend on by gay movies than stright movies but a **** stirhgt movie still turns me on. but wut i forgot to add was i dont know if its coz i like the thought of being domanient

it's no big deal trying to figure out what your sexuality is, seriously.

just take your time, i made that mistake. making these threads is pretty pointless because no one at all can tell you what you're feeling.

thay can offer advice in ways to point u in the direction of finding out

to be honest thats the same with me

Youll find what alot of people on here will say is "exprement"
Try having both a boyfriend + girlfriend.. how does it feel?

well coz ive shut my self off from the world that much im almost emotionless last time i experemented it felt like work but it turned me on

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Originally Posted by Hinder.

well coz ive shut my self off from the world that much im almost emotionless last time i experemented it felt like work but it turned me on

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:rolleyes:


Im not being rude or anything, but you seem to be depressed and as you say emotionless. Have you considered seeing a counsellor about these problems? especially after you cut yourself off from the world from your school past and stuff

ye ive thought about it just havent got around to it yet. im hopefully seeing one next week

Keep me updated :o.

Yeh. i had a bad school life, then i became a student counsellor, its depressing to know what some people keep to themselves.

Good luck with counselling + discovering your true sexuality.