Ok, so here we go. what a day. i've fancied this boy called matt for like ages now, lol. people keep saying he hates me, yet he always tries to talk to me, and always gives me smiles. He asked me for a quid to buy a cake, so I gave it to him, lol and then he was about to say something and his friends dragged him away, so my friends then said 'give up with him just tell him he has big lips, he's fat, ugly and gay!' i didn't want to tell him this, although i have began to lose interest of him. Then he saw me kick this boy in my class (play fighting lol, cause i pushed him down the stairs ahaha) and he said 'wow your violent when it comes to kicking and junk' so in my thoughts i was like 'finally he said something to me!' and I began to i dunno like him again, lol. it's the first time we actually said something to each other. Then a few minutes ago I went out and I saw him in the park, he looked at me and hid. I was like 'ok he doesn't like me anymore i assume' so then I just walked of and i've came home and i feel bad about it, I should've spoken to him, i don't even feel I fancy him anymore... as I've been asked out by a guy called richard. But they look the same, LOL! but yes, should I have spoken to him or not?
BIT LONG BUT AAH U LAZYZ! :)
edit: FORGOT TO ADD he's 4 years older than me. lol (matt) so i dont kno.
