When I did the first version of this poem the last three verses got deleted on my computer (why didn't I write it down >.<) so i had to come up with something else since I couldn't remember. Comments/Rep/Whatever appreciated

When I think of you a tear comes to my eye,
But I can't let it out, I don't know why,
Maybe then I would realize that you're really gone,
I froze when I called you on the phone.

When you weren't gone life was fine,
Just you being there was like you being mine,
But now you're gone life is hell,
Why can't I just give you a bell.

And ask you how you feel about me,
I wanted us to be together, coldn't you see?
I had feelings for you and I still do now,
Why didn't I come, don't ask me how.

I haven't seen you in over a year,
But I have seen you in my dreams and I fear,
That I may never see you again,
If we met again, what would I feel then?

Will I still feel the same way, will it be real?
How can I even question the way that I feel?
Am I lovesick or just stupid?
Or is this the work of Cupid?

I want to tell you how much I care,
I want to tell you this pain is unfair,
I want to grow old with you and feel,
The way that I do now, when I'd finally kneel.

And ask those four wonderful words,
And spend our time like two lovebirds,
And fly away into a better world,
Where I will have you forever to hold...

Nick.