umm..

[lust]

i'll start at the begining.

in year 8/9 i was ill alot [& yes i was actually ill], i missed a hell of alot of time of school which made me get far behind, when i actually went into school i found it very difficult to catch up & i couldnt handle going in, so i didnt also i was having problems with my best mates at the time, so it made the sitchuation worse, to top it off, i didnt want to go in due to family problems at home, as stupid as it sounds i was scared to leave my mum at home alone [i wont go into it]. the problems at home have got alot better and thats no longer a problem. at the end of year 9 i wanted to leave my school to start a fresh somewhere else but y'know what its like, i never actually found a school & im now out of school.

now my friends, i do have friends, but being out of school i don't see them/speak to them as much as i should/would like to. its hard to see them aswell as they live quite far away. i have friends out of school but they dont really live close. [i basically live in the middle of nowhere, kinda]

also i have a bit of a self esteem problem, im quiet, shy, i have no self confidence, i hate the way i look. and that problems just getting worse, i dont actually like going out because i basically look awful. :/ and thats kinda stopping me from going back to school as i dont wanna start a new school where i dont know anybody.

this wasnt really a thread asking for advice, well it was it was kinda like asking for tips to get my life back on track a bit & maybe some suggestions of what i can do during the day until i go back to school as being at home if really driving me mad, i havnt left the house for about a week now "/.

[Charlie]

Maybe, if your not at school, while your at home, you could do a tad of revision on the sites that are about, might help a bit for when you start school, cause you could of learnt something off the site for when you go school. As for the friend thing, maybe if you do start a new school, just put yourself out there & try talking to others, even if its just to ask about something to do with the work, you never know what could happen.

All i could think to say, i hope it helped you a bit, and, also, i've seen what you look like & your pretty, so i wouldn't worry about anything :] (if that made any sense at all)

So yeaaaaaaaa. *posts thread*

[KHK]

dont worry about the way you look too, loads of people on this forum want to do you [: rofl

[Charlie]

dont worry about the way you look too, loads of people on this forum want to do you [: rofl

Yea, that is kind of true. He has a point!

[KHK]

Only "kind" of true? god, have you not seen the people who stalk her around threads ;O!

[lust]

Maybe, if your not at school, while your at home, you could do a tad of revision on the sites that are about, might help a bit for when you start school, cause you could of learnt something off the site for when you go school. As for the friend thing, maybe if you do start a new school, just put yourself out there & try talking to others, even if its just to ask about something to do with the work, you never know what could happen.

All i could think to say, i hope it helped you a bit, and, also, i've seen what you look like & your pretty, so i wouldn't worry about anything :] (if that made any sense at all)

So yeaaaaaaaa. *posts thread*

yeah thanks, i just don't have a clue what i should be learning & i should be starting coursework by now but oh well. thanks

dont worry about the way you look too, loads of people on this forum want to do you [: rofl

roflmao.

yeah about the way i look, no matter what people say i wont change my opinion on myself.

[KHK]

yeah about the way i look, no matter what people say i wont change my opinion on myself.

Not even if i like brainwashed you and stuff? :[

[lust]

Not even if i like brainwashed you and stuff? :[

lol naww ]:

[KHK]

http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/


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[lust]

http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/


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oof, thats good thanks