Just really..depressed..

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Ive just been really upset, i mean there's been a few deaths lately, One of my best mates, and other people, just been really..upset! I mean I just feel like my best mates ever, hate me.. Im literally depressed..

I dont know how this has all happened if im honest with you.

Me and someone who i've been BEST mates with since forever.. Well today, we was all out and then my best mate [Girl no.1] was ignoring me, We were at the library on the pc's cos holidays are boring..:rolleyes: And well we was all talking on msn, and then when i tried to talk to her.. She well..ignored me, and when i spoke on msn she said shhhh! I asked why she said coz, so i did! But then i felt like.. she was saying to my other friend girl no.2 something via msn, i didnt know what it was, but i had this feeling that they was just gonna run off and leave me, anyway, i logged off at the same time as girl no.2, and we looked at the displays (As i was in them) And well i tried to talk to girl no.1, but it was awkward I mean i was upset alot, cos she's been girl no.1's been my best mate for ages. and our friendship means so much to us, and anyway, later on i got a text, about 2 hours ago, saying OMG! Girl no.2 has just told me your not my mate!

So when I got home i went on msn, and i was talking to her, and i suppose i was a bit jealous but i was angry! And we kinda fell out, but then 10 minutes later she unblocked me and she said she was sorry, i didnt get it till 5 minutes later and she went a wee bit moody in my opinion.. And well im just upset.. What do I do?

I've been feeling really depressed lately, my best mates moving away soon, I dont feel like girl no.1 and no.2 tell me anything, I dont feel like anyones my mate anymore, i dont feel like anyone trusts me or wants to tell me anything, cos apparantly something happened to girl no.2 and she's afraid about it so thats why girl no.1's msn names like I'll be there for you! And other stuff! But now im just REALLY upset, over the edge, i've been crying for a while now, trying to get over it, but im really depressed and i dont feel like doing anything except cry..

Please help cos im really upset, +Rep for helpful and appreciated comments Im just really upset..

[:Hazel]

Please don't be down. I don't know you too well but I'm sure these girls are just being girls. It happened to me in year 9 so I know exactly how you feel as I was basically picked on and at the same time my parents were spiltting up so it was a horrible time. Trust me you WILL get through it. Maybe you need to consider if they are real friends? I did this and in the end I couldn't take it anymore and neither could others who were previously builled by them. All 3 girls were then dumped and left on their own because people were sick of being picked on. If these girls are not being nice they are not true friends and you need to stick with people who are and well support you through the good and bad times. Things will look up, please don't be upset, even though it doesn't seem this way at the moment there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. If you want to chat you can always PM me also, I like to help where I can. :]

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Thanks Hazel, its just they've been my mate since i moved countries and stuff, but no one i know's gone thru what i have..
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[:Hazel]

Thanks Hazel, its just they've been my mate since i moved countries and stuff, but no one i know's gone thru what i have..
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No probs like I said I don't know you really well so I don't know whats happened but what I do know is you have to keep your chin up as best you can because things do get better in the end.

[paull]

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[:Hazel]

<-- DOES THIS FACE LOOK BOVERD?!

Have some respect you idiot.

[paull]

Have some respect you idiot.

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