Friend Died... Me + Girl Closer than ever..

[Jackie Jack™]

First off i wanna say RIP ALEX you will be loved and missed forever...
my friend died this weekend in a car crash....
The whole school is devistated and everyone is out of it, not being able to do homework ect.

But iv not really been affected by it until monday at school.. i guess thats when it hit me.. I almost busted into tears.. But iv been holding them back for ages..
Anyway last night at work i was outside + texting emily ( iv liked for a LONG TIME ) and i told her how i felt ect.. and she asked if i was outside and she came to me at work and we talked for like 20 mins about what is bothering us ect.. and she wanted to give me a hug but since she was in her car and i was outside doing work i didnt wanna risk someone comming out ect. and she didnt wanna get out of car (H) anyway idk i just feel really close to her now... and like she has told me she liked me but now when i ask she says freind only ( before the crash ) havent asked her now... but she texts me alot and iv told her im here if she ever wants to talk and i guess she was there for me today.. She keeps begging me to go to the funeral tommaorw but i dont think i can take it... im going to visitation tonight and its probably gonna make me break down...

But idk i just feel this strong connection between us now... Idk wot to do :[

[Ramones]

tell her you have 99 cooking

Edited by lAscend (Forum Moderator): Please don't post pointlessly.

[poll]

tell her you have 99 cooking

verry sorry i did lol and dont -Rep me for my adivce like normal -.-
umm just be yourself if you get upset then so be it just continue to talk and chat and see ho things go from there

[bo$$]

tell her you have 99 cooking

That almost made me laugh because of how stupid and random it was.


Anyways.. Sorry to hear about your friend and about the girl just keep doing what you're doing and eventually she'll come around

[Breakfloor]

tell her you have 99 cooking

i did lol. +rep

[Jackie Jack™]

tell her you have 99 cooking

Just shut up

verry sorry i did lol and dont -Rep me for my adivce like normal -.-
umm just be yourself if you get upset then so be it just continue to talk and chat and see ho things go from there

........ I am.. and i try to be very nice + sweet to her......

and idk i cant go to his visitation or funeral ill just bust out in tears... :[

[Breakfloor]

if you cry, you cry. go and show respect. your friend would want you to be there to celebrate his life.

[Elkaa]

and idk i cant go to his visitation or funeral ill just bust out in tears... :[

That's normal, and take that from someone whos been to more than his fair share of funerals in the past 3 years.

As for the girl, go as you please. Nothing said on here will affect your IRL decision with what you do.

[bo$$]

if you cry, you cry. go and show respect. your friend would want you to be there to celebrate his life.

Exactly. No ones gunna like single you out if you cry.. chances are everyone will be crying.

[Camy]

Yeah, i went to my first funeral on thursday

Its tough, but evry1 will be crying, your friend would want u there, i know i would if anything happened to me