A big jumble of words reciting my love experiences in one REALLY long sentance

[Conorx0]

Okay so i got with this girl on xmas day then we broke up new years day then we didn't speak for a week then we met up a week later n we argued loads but then she started kissing me and hugging me and holding me hand and i fell back in love but i thought she was only doing it to get some of my drink at the time so i was like acting like i didn't care but then on the phones shes like i love but you don't love me and stuff like that and i was like i doooo but then every 5 minutes ma feelings are changing for her as one minute i'll be absolutely madly inlove with her and then the next i'll be like not even wanting to face her like we get the bus together and get off at same stop but now sometimes i just don't get off the bus and go to the next stop so i don't have to be with her and i don't know why this is 'cos i love being with her but it's like the tiniest little thing will happen and it will just make me change ma feelings completely and i'll start feeling sick lol dunno why i feel sick thats just random anyway then she'll ring me and be like just ringing ya to tell ya i love ya and i'll be hesitent to say i love you too but then i do but then i am like i don't know if i do 'cos i think i do but why do i keep going like this and i get all depressed aswel and i don't know why either and then like today she was on msn in this conversation and she was like lol jess remember when we had cyber with that collin and someone else and then they started talking about it and i was like you suposed to love me but then your going on about stuff like that which is obviously gonna anoy me thinking about her without someone else but then at the same time maybe she just didn't think like that and well it's just awful 'cos it's messing me and driving me mad and am confusing the heck out of myself 'cos am not a shy person but sometimes when am around her i'll just go randomly shy all of a sudden n then i just can't get out of that state of mind and it's awful but am always dead insecure aswel but i don't know why she tells me she loves me and i never feel that she does even though i'm always holding her and hugging her and kissing her and stuff it feels right at the time but then afterwards i still don't feel like she likes me and well i just don't know because love is a word thrown around alot lately 'cos you tell ya friends you love them don't ya and maybe she just meens it like that but i don't know 'cos you don't really kiss your friends do you and well if she does love me why did she say she only liked me abit to her mate when we was going out who then told me and then i said well dya wanna go back to being friends as this relationship clearly aint going anywhere if you only like me abit and she was like well if thats what you want and i thought she was just trying to pass the baton of blame onto me but she says she didnt wanna break up with me but she didnt wanna sound like an idiot and be noo i don't wanna break up with you cos she thought i wanted to break up with her and it's alll just soo confusing i dunno what to doooooo!!

[jesus]

this is a heart-warming story and i do thank you for sharing it with us conor

[Conorx0]

this is a heart-warming story and i do thank you for sharing it with us conor

Omg you can't of read all of that in 1 minute.

Not voting you for council now for lying !!

[Coldplay]

You dont know what love is

And girls are like that.

[Jordy]

If you expect for anyone to read your post, make sure it makes sense and paragraph it, then I might actually bother to read it, it's basic English grammar. You can't expect anyone to read 15 odd lines with not a single paragraph or punctuation. It hurts your eye's and it's very difficult to read.

[FlyingJesus]

You're 12 aren't you?

[Conorx0]

Well it was all settled in the end i was like omg am not happy and my mate was like why and i told him about him flirting with her and asking her for a **** and stuff but then my mate was like where he live we should go round and kick **** out of him and i was like lol i know but then we was bout to go round and we had an idea instead of going round we went town and we went and got our hairs styled and ooh they lovely Then we got together with some more mates cos it's his birthday tommorrow and went out for a curry then we was bored cos only 5 people came even thought 20 were suposed to then we went home and had a chinwag on msn but then i was talking to sarah and she was like love youuu and i was w.eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee n then she was like n i was lykk *blocks* then i was talking to other people and then i thought oooh think i'll talk to sarah again so i did but then i was inlove again and then i was like omg this is mad and then she went offline so i txt er n she txt me back and it made me smile 'cos it said nite nite god bless xox love you xox the god bless bit made me laugh hehe and her mate was like she was like it's cos your shy around her but she so used to having someone talking about sex to her all the time and i was like well i aint gonna change for her i never talk about sex unless am with christine shes a bad influence on me then i planned to host an orgy but only 7 people were coming so i gave up then leanne wants me to take naked pictures of her and i'm all up for that hehe and anyway then her mate was saying she don't want me to change and she just needs to get used to it but i was like yer but she would probs rather be someone alot more like her ex who was obsessed with sex and am like not really bothered about it tbh it's nothing special i think it should be more about loving each other than just all the ooh lets have sex 'cos it's cool or ooh an a nymphoo rawrr love sex mee cos thats just daft anyway then i was bored of my love life so i anoyed other people by **** stirring and saying people had said stuff when they hadn't and that was me entertained again then i was bored so i wrote this and that flyingjesus was calling me 12 'cos he thinks he's dead funny

[FlyingJesus]

looooooooooooooooooool

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[le harry]

looooooooooooooooooool

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[drama]

lmao conor.

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