For almost 3/4 years now I've spent practically everyday online talking to people and my girlfriend, and at the time it was okay, it was something fun to do and I guess I was addicated to it. Over time I lost the people who I spoke to, mainly due to my girlfriend controlling who I do and don't talk to and I just spoke to my girlfriend for 3 years, and now we are meeting and everything and it's great but the thing is, she always leaves planning meeting to the last minute which means we don't have enough time to sort it and the trains cost a fortune and I'm not going to pay £30 when I could have planned £15 if we planned it sooner.
As well as that, we have nothing to talk about anymore, and I'm sick of being online. It's the same old thing everyday and it's isn't as good anymore but the thing is, I'm really crap at going out there, socializing and making friends and even if I could there is no where around here to go to meet people besides college and I doubt I'd even get in.
I don't know what to do about it anymore, I'm seriously depressed from having such a crap life and talking to the same people all day, I just shut myself away and I'm so bored of it now. I just don't know how to go out there and get a life.
/rantover.







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