Wrist-Slitting...

[MKR&*42]

mhm.

Ok, so for the past few days... I've been feeling pretty 'meh' but have been feeling worse and worse continuously until I probably reached 'rock bottom' today. For the first time in 3 years? I started slitting my wrists x_X ...

The only reason I'm doing it is because I'm so annoyed with myself.. :S I suddenly 'stopped' early today and realised what a true ***** I am ;/ I constantly only see the bad qualities in people (even my friends), I'm basically a **** friend myself and I'm consistently pessimistic >;/

It's not that someone's affected me dramatically, it's the pure fact that I simply hate myself and everything about me - my body and personality are probably the major ones. I simply hate myself...

Ye, so. I've never felt this bad in 3 years (when I attempted suicide and self-harmed often) and I'm completely lost on what to do... I'll either continue self-harming or go to alcohol instead ;/

Is there anyway someone can convince that I'm not an absolute **** and should love myself? :/ (not in a romantic way tho. -_-)

[Phil]

I'd be somewhat the same. I pretty much hate myself, I can't find oneminusculething about myself to be happy with so much to the point that I broke down and completely questioned why my girlfriend would want to be with someone like me. Saying this, I've never been depressed over it so self-harm wasn't something I ever had to deal with.

The way I try to look at it is, you have friends, family and other people who love you so you must have something going for you, they obviously don't think you're complete **** because they love you for who you are. I know that it's the first time you've self harmed in three years so it's pretty seldom but your friends and family are going to see you go back into the state of mind you were in those three years and they're going to become really worried and then you're going to be mad/upset that everyone's worried about you and get worse.

[GirlNextDoor15]

I was in your situation before and last february onwards, I was out of it. Idk how. I feel better in my life now. Like there is something worth for my living.

[sorrydude$]

Staff should report this to the police.
Just for your own good.
I sure hope they do.
They do have your IP.

[Eric]

I used to do that but attempting suicide is actually pretty stupid.

You have to make effort to get rid of all your self criticism. And start to think positively about yourself, and your

love inside will start to grow. Maybe look at the mirror everyday in the morning and praise yourself ?

And you have to trust yourself and let go of all the worries. Be truthful to yourself

[GirlNextDoor15]

Staff should report this to the police.
Just for your own good.
I sure hope they do.
They do have your IP.

Did you post in the wrong thread? lol

Don't worry, [@]@Wazzervaldez[/@]
Be happy. Every little thing is gonna be alrightttttt

[Empired]

Don't worry, be happy

Warren look at my PM when you get back and I hope it helps because I went to a lot of trouble doing that and I don't usually do feelings but you are worth itttttt XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

[sorrydude$]

Did you post in the wrong thread? lol

Don't worry, [@]@Wazzervaldez[/@]
Be happy. Every little thing is gonna be alrightttttt

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Are you posting in the wrong thread?
Somebody is cutting there wrists, they need help.

[GirlNextDoor15]

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Are you posting in the wrong thread?
Somebody is cutting there wrists, they need help.

How am I posting in the wrong thread?
He's not cutting his wrist now. He'll be fine and doesn't need to be reported to the police.

[sorrydude$]

He's done it in the past, recently, and might do it again, most likely he will.
I am going to report this actually. I don't wanna see anything harmful happen to anyone innocent.