I'm missing my baby :'(

[GJay]

Hey guys

Today I feel like a sumo wrestlers sitting on me head! lol. Feeling pretty bad I'm gonna sign out of college after this lesson.

But the main reason I'm feeling absolutely terrible, is because I'm missing my baby Karl (Trunks). We're a distant relationship that's lasted just over 2 years. And the whole distance thing gets on top of me sometimes. I just miss him and normally we're talking all the time but at the moment, I'm being donned with work constantly so I have to prioritise that. But I'm missing him so badly and I love him so much and I feel guilty that I haven't spoken to him much.

I had to post this somewhere either my blog or this...and I thought this because he likes to read the stuff I have done on here.

Yday, I felt really annoyed at one of my mates because he said 'oh I haven't seen my girlfriend in two days and I can't cope I miss her so much'...I haven't seen Karl for a couple of weeks and we're probably not going to see eachother next until the new year. Try coping with that eh.

I wish there was something I could do to make it up to Karl. I love him so much but my work is number 1 on my list at the moment.

Gem xxxx

[Aimseh]

Aww you should think of all the fun times you have had together. You could try phoning him from work and having a quick convosation. I'm sure that would make you feel a little better if you could hear and talk to him. I bet he's feeling exactly the same way about you. Also you could try thinking ahead to when you meet. Couldn't you get a day off work and both of you meet up for a meal or something. I'm sure that would make you feel better. I hope everythings ok for you and Trunks.

[GJay]

lol I don't work. It's college. And no, I can't get days off and the only times I can see him is when he has time off his weekend job. I can phone him if I want to and vice versa it's just when I'm really into my work I don't respond to anything. Including parents. They'll be talking to me and I can hear them I just can't register them lol.

Also he's 2 hours away hunni. We can't meet up for meals just like that. A lot of time and effort is put into us meeting. It's very difficult. But thanks for your support anyway, much appreciated

[Anflex]

*pats Gjay on head*

In the wise words of Dizzy Rascal... "Fix up look sharrrp"

lmao

Hope that made ya smile.

[GJay]

It did lol. Thanks.

I know I shouldn't moan...but this is the guy I wanna spend my life with (we're getting engaged next year) and my mind just wants it all NOW! You know.

[Anflex]

Oh I say... Hope you have a habbo wedding as well Rofl.

[GJay]

ah we've already got married on Habbo we got married 22 July 2004 .

We need to make habbo babies tho that'll be cool lol.

[Anflex]

Yep, and you can have those when Habbo turns X rated... hah, and pigs will fly.

[GJay]

Yeah it'll be a long time before Habbo agree with that idea lol.

It's Karl's day off today right. Last year at college, I used to have Wednesday's off too..but Karl had Friday's off....man, it's too annoying for words! Because if we had Wednesday's off we can see eachother then can't we. Oh well, life is a cow

[Anflex]

*nods* Ah well, worse things happen at sea, and all that jazz. Just think about that. :p