Yeah I'm damn naffed off. Me Katie and Lucy were talking about 2005 and I thought at first it wasn't bad but then I got thinking and realised how rubbish it actually was.
I am fed up of being shy around girls
I am fed up of being bullied by the so called "cool" crew
I am fed up of my mates stabbing me in the bak[made some new mates now]
I am fed up with me making a fool of myself around girls
I am fed up with girls always wanting to remain friends and never pursuing something that I want soo bad.
I am fed up with having 0 relationships[offline] in 2005 and 1 in 2004
I am fed up with the girls I like going out with total IDIOTS that just cheat on them and their fine with it when I know I could treat them a whole lot better.
I am fed up of my jealousy, it pretty much spoils most relationships with girls.
I am fed up with my violent temper but taking anger out seems to balance me out a bit more.
I am fed up with people liking to wind me up[online and offline]
I am fed up with a whole lot of things more which I won't go into due to being personal.
I am fed up with 2005 lets hope 2006 is alot better.
I changed alot since joining habbo/x and I feel that I might have to take a break from the internet in general to see what I'm like without it. I want to have a life off the internet, get to know girls and make more friends around where I live. I need to change cos I won't go on like this, I can't. Alot of things I can't change but I can change the little things and see how things go on from there. Life is quite rubbish at the moment, but I am more privileged than some. Well have a good 2006 cos I sure as heck hope I do. Hope to speak to you all soon, and if you ever need to talk to me I have msn/you can pm me about stuff. Craig.





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