Whats with me and bad days recently? First lesson was great, disecting eyes which me managed to turn into a laugh.
But business was utter sh*te and boring. At break it's chucking it down with rain, and for some reason my girlfriend is in a badish mood with me because I self harmed on christmas eve without telling her. She thinks that she can't help me and that shes nothing special, I tell her millions of times she is but nooooo. I was thinking shoot me now.
Chemistry and lunch were alright, but my girlfriend didn't give me a kiss goodbye, we've been going out for a month today and she used to like 3 weeks ago. So her problem is really annoying me and I can't talk to her about it because she'll get annoyed and blah blah. So I ended up standing with my townie mates, i'm there in a black hoody and long hair, this girl in the year above looked at me when she went past, then saw my hoody was an Element one and loooked annoyed/disapointed. I skate, your emo, I haven't got a problem with that, but looks like she did.
Physics was fine but I had english last, a classroom full of chavs, wow fun. My teacher asked me if my blue sleaves were a gothic or emo statement. So the chavs all decided to remember the rumour that went round, and started asking "Do you cut yourself?" "Did you commit suicide", then I got told off for saying "No, now f**k off". Grr, and once again my girlfriend didn't help.
Now i've jsut had an argument with my mum over my business group and how, no matter what she says, art would of been better than business, as the way i'm going, the future won't actually happen. My brother keeps asking me questions about web messenger on his phone, and I don't have a clue how to do it on his phone since it's a different network, and he's getting annoyed that I can't help.
Argh! Just wanted a good moan.






Reply With Quote





