Playing with Fate

[Jasmin]

Look at me, look at me now. What have I become? Some nothing that wonders the empty streets, sleeps in dark alleys, I am a nothing to no one, and the sad truth is, I could of prevented it all, who knows where I'd be, maybe i'd be rich, have a family or be the scientist i had always aspired to be. But no. I stopped that, i stopped that all, days, nights, they all drag by, like time is haunting me, I could be someone now, someone I'd dreamed of being as a child, everything was perfect, until I met him and until I figured out all the lies I had believed for so long. I was the tender age of 11, not a care in the world, I was an B+ student and I had a lot of friends, My parents loved me and eachother and I wanted to be the one who cured Cancer, I had a lot to live up too. There is one saturday I paticularly member, the one that prehaps ruined my life, the day that turned into an agressive fantasy. The day I played with fate The day I met Charlie Spring.

It was like any other Saturday, Mother had treated me to pancakes as she did every saturday, I held the warm sweetness of the pancake and syrup for a while before chewing and swallowing it down. I thanked mother and she allowed me out to play, I remember sitting down alone playing with my doll and there he was, a little shy boy sitting and admireing the sky, he had black hair that swept over his left eye. Me being me I went over and joined him.
He told me I was pretty, i swept my once golden hair back and giggled, he was pretty cute once I got up close, but then again, I couldnt of cared less for any boy, mother had warned me of boys, but this boy felt different, I asked him if he wanted to play dolls, he laughed and shook his head,

"My name is Charlie and Im 11, whats your name and age?"
"My names Carla and i'm 11 aswell!"
"My sweet Carla, meet me tonight here and - wait you do like dancing right?"

I nodded, dancing was a passion, If I wasnt a scientist when I was older I longed to be a dancer, any dancer would do, he told me to meet here, at 6, I felt a bit uneasy at first, but I agreed trying not to look like I was nervous. The day seemed to speed by that day and as 6 approached I told mother I was at the park, she nodded and lectured me on roads and being careful, I tried to seem interested but my mind was elsewear, after Mother had finished I wondered through the front gate and made my way to the park, there he was, my heart felt like it was in my throat, and I had no idea why I felt that way. I thought about hiding and running back but it was too late, he had spotted me, he took my hand and kissed it,


"You look lovely Carla"
"Im wearing the same thing I wore this morning" I said feeling slightly tense,
"You still look lovely" he said,

He then grabbed my waist and took my hand, I felt a slight tingling in my spine as he moved,

"I suspect from the way you are moving that you have done ballroom dancing, am I correct?" he said

I nodded slowly, and continued to move with this boy I hardly knew, I felt his warm body slowly move towards mine. Then to my surprise he leaned in and kissed me it wasnt just a peck, it was a sort of kiss you see on soaps, and I'm telling you, I had no idea what I was doing and to be honest neither did he, but I felt confused, I was kissing this boy I barley knew at the age of 11. What was I thinking? I would of backed off, I would of shouted out but for some reason I didnt and for the life of me cant think why. At first I was shocked, what I had I done, This boy could of had cooties, but then I felt excitement, I was the first girl out of all my friends to have been kissed. I let go of his kiss and ran of, without looking back.

Next chapter soon

[FrozenWhisper]

Coolio, love it, lol@her, "I was the first out of my friends to be kissed".

[Splinky]

OMG that is amazing. It was like me, except i didnt dance and I didnt have my first kiss till I was 12. I just go and say hi to random people. wow, I CANT WAIT TO READ MORE