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[BlingBlingBabey]

Well.. I've fancied this guy called Blacki for like.. ages! And all my mates know.. but then recently Blacki's two best mates (Batesy and Coggy) found out and.. Im sure one of them told him. Now he knows, and it's so weird between us and I hate it. Well I think it is anyway?!? But then Helena and Laura asked Batesy what Blacki said about it.. and I said that I didn't want anyone to know cos I know it'll hurt me to Helena, cos Batesy said she'll tell her on the bus.. But I still think he's told her. I know its bad.
So I text him telling him to go on msn to talk to me about it.. and I said be quick cos Im going to a football match soon. Then at 7 he text me saying Im on and I was at football =( So when I got home I asked my brother to go on and he said no. So I was like k. So when I got on I texted him but he hasnt come on. So I texted him telling Im gonna tell him in person tomorrow at the Market Place.. but Iunno if I want to I mean.. what the HELL do I say? Cos I really don't want it to ruin our relationship cos we're REALLY good mates. It's not the rejection I've been crying about.. it's the friendship that's not there anymore. =(
Helpp!

[Ostinato]

Well.. I've fancied this guy called Blacki for like.. ages! And all my mates know.. but then recently Blacki's two best mates (Batesy and Coggy) found out and.. Im sure one of them told him. Now he knows, and it's so weird between us and I hate it. Well I think it is anyway?!? But then Helena and Laura asked Batesy what Blacki said about it.. and I said that I didn't want anyone to know cos I know it'll hurt me to Helena, cos Batesy said she'll tell her on the bus.. But I still think he's told her. I know its bad.
So I text him telling him to go on msn to talk to me about it.. and I said be quick cos Im going to a football match soon. Then at 7 he text me saying Im on and I was at football =( So when I got home I asked my brother to go on and he said no. So I was like k. So when I got on I texted him but he hasnt come on. So I texted him telling Im gonna tell him in person tomorrow at the Market Place.. but Iunno if I want to I mean.. what the HELL do I say? Cos I really don't want it to ruin our relationship cos we're REALLY good mates. It's not the rejection I've been crying about.. it's the friendship that's not there anymore. =(
Helpp!

Okay well, you don't actually know if he has 'rejected' you, or what his opinion on it is - you only have an opinion! For all you know, he might be interested!

I say you just talk to him about it, and say you understand if he'd rather stay friends, but you'd love to give a relationship a go.

If he ends your friendship, then he's not a true friend. He should be able to deal with it and just put it behind him and let your friendship continue on as normal - it's better having friendship than nothing - so make sure he's aware of that! ;P

[Many]

When you flirt with someone, it's good to make it kinda obvious so they know what to expect, in a way..
If he knows you like him, you may be able to tell if he likes you too.

[Sentrax]

I couldn't have put it better myself, Ostinato. +Rep for you!
Basically yes, in my opinion, if a friend ends your friendship over something like this, then they don't deserve to be your friend. Set yourself higher targets, put yourself before anyone else, even boys.
But that's just my opinion you might handle things differently, but there you go anyway.