Not worth living? (story of my life)

[Ciaran]

Well this is kind of a reconsruction of my past few years that havent gone well.

He stood out of the crowd since he was a small boy but he never mixed with the right people, he had friends and a good life but those few shadows still held onto the back of his heart, his mother was an alcoholic and his dad had left when he was a baby, life was never easy but his friends kept him holding on.

In his early teenage years he became a chav and started mixing with the wrong people, though he knew this he still held on because his friends were all he had in the world, draw,weed and canabis were a few of the deadly drugs this boy had taken by the time he was 13, life became harder people became more hatered of him, soon enough he had the reputation of the druggy.

One day during these days his dad found his was back to the boys arms, and it all turned around from their untill he once again left the boy with no hug or words to say.
The life became worse as his mother was becomming mentally ill and he was at the verge of death, but his friends pulled him back and he gradually became straight of all lifes problems and his mother was still bad but getting better...
His dad hasent been seen in 18 months and is said to be in north america

Ok bit deep sorry if i offended anyone, feel free to ask any questions, just thought you could learn some things about me from this

[G-flow]

Touchin' story dude, Though cannibis ain't that " deadly "

[Ciaran]

I kno i just want people to watch out for all that stuff its horrible, i wouldnt wish that against anyone

[G-flow]

True. I wouldn't advice it.

[ideabox]

Bit like my family. :s

[Ciaran]

Dont matter mate F**k family go for friends trust me, thats all you need honest dont go near anythin like drugs please.

[la-ur-en]

I love your story, really is eye-opening, but please, please don't turn to drugs, they are useless and help you with nothing.

[Scriptermone]

What ever you do dont do drugs my mate tryed some Cannabis and he said to everyone dont try it!

[Ciaran]

Lol yeh message to everyone, please stay away

[ideabox]

I have tryed it but they make me sick. Only cannibis but I dont want to try ciggarettes or cannibis but It was back when I was 11. Im OK now. I dont do drugs no matter what. No nothing. Ive kinda learnt how to keep myself controlled from that. I never take drugs only that time but it was a puff. I felt sick and never wanted to do that again. Horible stuff.