Well it was all going fine till everyone at school found out about me and Joe. Then joe thought i told everyone and got really annoyed and angry... i ended up coming out to everyone and im sure my mum and dad know for other reasons... He doesnt want to go to school, people are like bullying him cause hes denying it all... but yer...

Hes really annoyed now its over. He has a history of self harm and im scared he might do it more now, hes always down and everything.

Anyway theres the backgrounds... now heres the problem...

I still love him, and i dunno if he feels the same.. but when i talk to him and get texts from him.. everyone seems to have a different mood about me, if ya get me... yer so i wanna get back with him coz its been great and it all feels so right when im with him...

What can i do??? He said he doesnt want to get back together because it wouldnt work out, but im sure if we tried again things would be different... how can i convince him it would be different? OMG help =[